in MY world

hey y'all

2007-07-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

hey y'all.

this blog is officially abandoned! :D

go to http://deathbyidiots.livejournal.com to find me.

not taking this down though.

<333333333333

2007-07-10T22:31:00.000+08:00

PLAIN WHITE T'S LYRICS

"Hey There Delilah"

Hey there Delilah

What's it like in New York City?

I'm a thousand miles away

But girl tonight you look so pretty

Yes you do

Times Square can't shine as bright as you

I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah

Don't you worry about the distance

I'm right there if you get lonely

Give this song another listen

Close your eyes

Listen to my voice it's my disguise

I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me

What you do to me

Hey there Delilah

I know times are getting hard

But just believe me girl

Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar

We'll have it good

We'll have the life we knew we would

My word is good

Hey there Delilah

I've got so much left to say

If every simple song I wrote to you

Would take your breath away

I'd write it all

Even more in love with me you'd fall

We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far

But they've got planes and trains and cars

I'd walk to you if I had no other way

Our friends would all make fun of us

and we'll just laugh along because we know

That none of them have felt this way

Delilah I can promise you

That by the time we get through

The world will never ever be the same

And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah

You be good and don't you miss me

Two more years and you'll be done with school

And I'll be making history like I do

You'll know it's all because of you

We can do whatever we want to

Hey there Delilah here's to you

This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me

What you do to me.

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wouldn't you just love a guy who'd write that?

refusing to find out more about the band.

afraid to find out more about whoever the songwriter is. i mean, i'd rather have my own little fantasy in my head. :D dont wanna be disappointed if the guy doesn't turn out to be goodlooking. hahahha. lols.

but i LOVEEEEE THIS SONG!!!

and me and cheryl are going to watch HP tomorrow. can't wait.

i'm a crackpot.

2007-07-09T18:56:00.000+08:00

yes. i'm doing this for what, the second time in two days or something. but nevermind that. hee. doesn't matter that much after all :D t'least i'm having tons and tons of fun!

for the 128594603839386035769310982th time, i just REALLY REALLY DONT wanna do my homework. T.T

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense.

How are you feeling today?
Fluorescent - Gwen Stefani
I’m not sayin nothin you don’t already know~~ :D

Will you get far in life?
Billy S. - Skye Sweetnam
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now, I wanna break out, let's go! Break out into the world yeah. hee.

How do your friends see you?
I've Got You - Mcfly
Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger... aww. (:

Will you get married?
Obviously - Mcfly
WHAT???!?!?!?!?! You've gotta be kidding me.

What is your best friend's theme song?
These Words - Natasha Bedingfield
These words are my own, from my heartfelt, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you~~ yay!

What is the story of your life?
Stuck - Stacie Orrico
I'm just missing you. D:

What was primary school like?
When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne
When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you... soo true. Now that you're gone I actually want you back. So sad, and to think I used to hate it. Or something.

How can you get ahead in life?
Fergalicious - Fergie
I ain't easy, I ain't sleazy. :D

What is the best thing about your friends?
Let U Go - Ashley Parker Angel
You said forever, that you would never let me go.

What is in store for this weekend?
One Of Those Girls - Avril Lavigne
Nothing but trouble. Hahahah.

What song describes you?
Do It To It - Cherish (feat. Sean Paul and Youngbloodz)
Bounce with it, drop with it, lean with it, rock with it. YAY i'm versatile. Hee.

To describe your grandparents?
Hurt - Christina Aguilera
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do. And I've hurt myself by hurting you. Damn it. It's so true as well. Sigh. But I'm not sorry. 'Cept perhaps that I wasn't born a boy. Maybe I'd be treated fairer.

How is your life going?
Give It To Me - Timbaland feat. Nelly Furtado and Justin Timberlake
I'm real as they come if you don't know why im fly-y-y-y-y. :D

What song will they play at your funeral?
Beverly Hills - Weezer
That's where I want to be! Living in Beverly Hills~~ Hahaha. don't think it'd make sense at a funeral though.

How does the world see you?
Fall To Pieces - Avril Lavigne
I don't wanna talk about it. hee.

Will you have a happy life?
Way back into love - Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs; I know that it's out there, there's gotta be something for my soul somewhere. :D

What do your friends really think of you?
Don't Speak - No Doubt
Our memories, well, they can be inviting. But some are altogether mighty frightening... wow, i think so too!

Do people secretly lust after you?
Candyman - Christina Aguilera
Good things come for boys who wait! hahhaha.

How can I make myself happy?
All About You - Mcfly
It's all about you, it's all about you. yay, its ALL about ME. :D:D

What should you do with your life?
Jerk It Out - The Caesars
I can't hear nothing cause I got my head up in the clouds. I bite off anything that I can chew, I'm chasing cars up and down this avenue~~ yeah, that's what i'll do.

Will you ever have children?
Summer Love - Justin Timberlake
I can't wait to fall in love with you, you can't wait to fall in love with me. Right. This soo tallies with the aforementioned question. o.O

whoopdedeedoo.

guess it's dinner time.

TTYL FOLKS! mwah.

Loves me not

2007-07-09T17:32:00.000+08:00

1. Put your music player on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!(commentary in italics)

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY ?:
Mickey - B*Witched
Oh mickey you're so fine, you're so fine you blow my mind! No relevance whatsoever.

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?:
I Love Rock 'N' Roll - Britney Spears
Play my favourite song!

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?:
Flirt - Pussycat Dolls
What part of no don't you really understand?

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?:
Positivity - Ashley Tisdale
Totally agree, manzxzxzxzxxzxzxz. :D:D Don't be going negative on me~~

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?:
Never Again - Kelly Clarkson
Man, this song is so eerie! Love it though, hahah. Ignorance is bliss... :D

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?:
Torn - Natalie Imbruglia
I don't care, I have no luck, I don't miss it all that much... not true!! though i may not necessarily have much luck, i definitely NEED it.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?:
Til The Dawn - Drew Sidora
You want it, you got it. :D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?:
White Houses - Vanessa Carlton
It's all right, and it's nice not to be so alone, but I hold on to secrets in White Houses...

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?:
You Spin Me Round (Like a Record) - Jessica Simpson
I am feeling so lost in oblivion that i can't breathe~~ hahahaha. my fantasy world rocks.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?:
Can't Get You Outta My Head - Kylie Minogue
Bet you're flattered. Hahah. it's a wonder i can even function with my brain full of such miniscule details and such. kinda creepy though, come to think of it. hahha.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?:
Toxic - Britney Spears
A guy like you should put a warning. lol.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?:
Forever - The Veronicas
Follow me - just leave it all behind, like we just don't care. Hell yeah, i wish i could do that. D:

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?:
Not Like That - Ashley Tisdale
I feel oh-so-glamorous, looking super fabulous. i'm gonna look that way even when i'm dead. yep yep! :D

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?:
Fired Up - Jessica Simpson
Get fired up and crazy with me. hee.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?:
One Of Those Girls - Avril Lavigne
HAHAHAH. I see that look in your eyes, it tells a million lies. WHOOHOO!! I'm a real life lie detector. Sad though, it's not my biggest fear. Wouldn't even consider it as one. Lol.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?:
Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne
Hey hey, you you, I don't like your girlfriend! Shh, don't tell anyone. ((:

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?:
We'll Be Together - Ashley Tisdale
We'll be together, come whatever, not just staring at the stars, just remember that no one else can tell us who we are. We'll be together, so don't ever stop listening to your heart, cause' i can't turn mine up.

WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU POST?:
Loves Me Not - TATU
hahahha. why not? i had to try living my life on the other side~~ :D

that's all folks!

BYEEE!

ANOTHER LAME QUIZ

2007-07-08T20:29:00.000+08:00

all right. i admit it.

i just REALLY REALLY DONT wanna do my homework. T.T

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense.

How are you feeling today?
She's So High - Tal Bachman
SELF-EXPLANATORY! :D

Will you get far in life?
I Don't Need A Man - Pussycat Dolls
I don't need a man to make it happen!

How do your friends see you?
Im'ma Shine - Youngbloodz
Im'ma shine, Im'ma make it.

Will you get married?
High School Never Ends - Bowling For Soup
Who's got the money...hahahha.

What is your best friend's theme song?
Broken - Amy Lee; Seether
Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome and I don't feel right when you're gone away.

What is the story of your life?
Love Me For Me - Ashlee Simpson
Here I am, perfect as i'm ever gonna be. :D

What was primary school like?
The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne
SELF-EXPLANATORY :D

How can you get ahead in life?
Promise - Ciara
There's nothing I won't do?

What is the best thing about your friends?
Keep Your Hands Off My Girl - Good Charlotte
You carry Dior bags, And you got your Chanel, You wear Louis Vuitton, HG, and YSL :DD

What is in store for this weekend?
We'll Be Together - Ashley Tisdale
Good things come when you least expect them, so I don't really mind.

What song describes you?
The Chronicles of a Bohemian Teenager - Get Cape Wear Cape Fly
And this song is more than the self indulgant rantings, closure for the times that have let you down. You know I need you around...

To describe your grandparents?
4 in the Morning - Gwen Stefani
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up. Too bad, I already have.

How is your life going?
Runaway - Avril Lavigne
I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning~~

What song will they play at your funeral?
All That I'm Living For - Evanescence
Take my darkest fears and play them like a lullaby. Lol, the irony.

How does the world see you?
Mickey - B*Witched
Oh Mickey, you're so fine you're so fine you blow my mind...yeah that makes a whole lot of sense. O.o

Will you have a happy life?
Crazy Chick - Charlotte Church (ooh alliteration!!)
I think I'm gonna need some therapy. hahahh!! retail therapy!! :D:D

What do your friends really think of you?
Lollipop - Mika
Too much candy gonna rot your soul!! NOT TRUE. They consume candy more than I do!

Do people secretly lust after you?
Fergalicious - Fergie
All the time I turn around brotha's gather round always looking at me up and down.........uhh??

How can I make myself happy?
Break You - Marion Raven
I wanna thank you 'cause now I'm free - I can breathe again and I'm never going back to you....I should break free from my responsibilities! whee~~ (especially school :D)

What should you do with your life?
Pretty Fly - The Offspring
Everything I lack I should make up in denial! :D:D

Will you ever have children?
Fired Up - Jessica Simpson
i guess this means NO. hahah.

gosh. i must've been pretty bored to do this darn thing.

oh wells.

t'was a good waste of time. :D

ciao folks!

CLARA

darn it.

2007-07-08T20:03:00.000+08:00

hah. i bet y'all thought i abandoned my blog.

that's so untrue!! i just went on a well deserved hiatus for the holidays. yep yep.

and i'm back in business.

or not.

Think fast!
Be quick as u can.
You have 3 seconds for each answer to honestly put what comes to mind.
You never know what your sub-conscious may be telling you.
Give it a try!

1. I need a cigarette
> Not in this lifetime.

2. Sex
> Is for fascists. (Even though it doesn't exactly make sense)

3. Relationships
> suck.

4. Your Last Ex
> Is non-existent.

5. Power
> Makes the world go round :D

6. Marijuana
> Is an addictive drug.

7. Crack
> You're on crack! :D

8. Food
> Choc chip sugar donut cookies! Whatever that is.

9. This President
> Which president?

10. War
> was caused by men because of women. :D: hahah.

11. Cars
> Lamborghini (sp?)

12. Gas Prices
> should be non-existent.

13. Halloween
> Exists so we get to dress up! :D

14. Bon Jovi
> It's my life~~

15. Religion
> Roman Catholic.

16. Friendster
> Is not in my dictionary.

17. Worst Fear
> Fear nothing but fear itself.

18. Marriage
> Is for those who fashion themselves in love.

19. Fashion
> Haute Couture!

20. Brunettes
> Asians?

21. Redheads
> Ginevra Weasley!

22: Work
> should be something I'll have to face when i actually step out into society, not now!

23: Pass the time
> More like waste time doing things like these.

24: Football
> The Wives and Girlfriends (WAGs)

25: One night Stands
> Thanks For The Memories - Fall Out Boy

26: Pixie Stix
> Pink Pixie.

27: Vanilla Ice
> Is nice OKAY.

29: Porta Potties
> STINK!!!

30: High school
>Never Ends!

31: Pajamas
>Satin!

32. Wood
> Oliver Wood.

33. Surfers
> Sandy blonde hair, toned physique, nice skin! At least, thats what the stereotype represents.

34. Picture
> this. :P

35. First Love
> Is by Utada Hikaru if i'm not wrong.

boo hoo. that's it?? manzxzxzxzxzxzxz.

bye then folks!

bad day.

2007-05-24T19:56:00.000+08:00

tianhui AKA honeydew is a closet bimbo! :D

yes, i posted just for that.

sometimes i really dont get it.

i'm doing all this for you.

fine, you may not care.

nothing.

nothing's ever good enough for you.

i'm so sick of this.

i cant stand it anymore.

why do i have to cater to your whims?

why is everything i do not enough?

what do i have to DO to make you understand?

i never cared much in the first place.

you cared.

so i cared.

you made me care.

so you're allowed to say one thing and do another?

yet i have to abide by you?

this is meaningless.

why cant you just try to see it from my perspective?

why cant you see that height really isnt everything?

stop trying to shatter my dreams.

stop telling me i need to be a certain way.

i happen to think that i'm fine the way i am.

so there.

i dont want and need to care anymore.

accept it.

'cause there's no point in trying any longer.

you'll probably never be satisfied.

it's not as if i'll ever fit your ideals anyway.

i dont even know what to THINK anymore.

just get out of my face.

this is my life.

i will be me.

not who you wish i could be.

nor who i never will be.

and you?

you probably dont even know --

how much this hurts.

just stop it.

please.

.
i beg of you.

pam pim pom! :D:

2007-05-22T12:47:00.000+08:00

boo. not feeling well today D: so sad..........

and my dad fell down last night and he's all fuzzy ):

thus, i shall post about YESTERDAY!!!

whoohoo!! :D:D

anyways, we had sabbaticals yesterday. and mine was like, chinese dance and chemistry everywhere.

chinese dance was sooo "fun"! like totally. right.

who am i trying to kid. it was horrid. at least, the first half of it. why? because it left me with many "battle scars". yes indeed. thats what i've taken to calling them.

hello? like, i've got huge stark red and mottled blue bruises on both my elbows, several on my knee, and even two on my foot. hmph. and just when i thought that was bad enough, i found out that the reason why my back hurt was because there was this ginormous lump on the left side of my back next to my backbone. just this big lump which was a bruise that swelled up. yeah, and now it hurts whenever touched. grr. plus, my feet have blisters and the skin got rubbed off some parts and like, yeah, i nearly screamed when i washed them out yesterday. owwies!

thank god that the other half of "chinese dance" was not as bad as the first half. in the sense that we didnt get hurt half as much. yeah. mostly not so much of rolling on the ground movement thankfully, although i wasnt very good at the second part either. going to kill ceecee.

anyways, the sprite -- namely me, and the pixie had to team up for this thingy in the second dance we were taught. worst part though, was that the both of us had no coordination whatsoever. hand, eye, leg, you name it. was totally a flop. and we kept laughing in the middle of it. hee. was soo not supposed to.

weeellll, at least we got to "sleep"! hah, i bet most didnt. in the other sabbaticals that is. but i rather think we needed the rest. even though most probably didnt sleep. i know i didnt. almost did though. was reminding myself that i shouldnt be falling asleep. then when we left we were all in a sleepy mood. sigh. as if i wasnt tired already.

chemistry everywhere basically reminded me of food chemistry that i took last year. in fact, even the guy teacher was the same o.O i remember after that the brownie asked us what we did for chem everywhere. it sorta went like this --

brown!: what did you do for chem everywhere?

sprite!: err. the files and notes were the same. even the folder. 'cept this year its like, yellow. not blue, hahaha.

brown!: so what did you do??

sprite!: we used diapers :D

brown!: WHAAT?!!?!

sprite!: HAHAHAHA. we did!

lol. yeah. i refused to tell her the full story at first. hahaah. yeah, we did make use of diapers, but only to test like, how efficient it was and how many cups of tap water, deionised water or salt water it could hold. they dyed the salt water yellow just for the imagery. so annoying! it looked like pee. indeed it DID! so gross. not as if the whole process wasnt gross enough. and then there were like. some weird "gel" that it would form underneath. eurgh.

then we had to make the same gel and then a fly flew into the cup and died. pooh. so dumb. wonder if its of any relation to the fly, for that matter. hahah. :D:D dont worry though brown, ii still lurrbbeexxzxzxzxzxzxzxz euuuxzxzxzzzxzx!!! :D:D

and then the sprite, brown, and pixie went out to catch SPIDEY 3!!! whoohoo!!

t'was a very very nice movie. so sad though. i almost cried a few times during the movie. almost being the tears never really made their way down. hahahha. although i did cry at the end, trying to discreetly flick my tears off. cease thy waterworks! lol. funny thing though was that only one of my eyes were tearing. geez. maybe i'm abnormal.

and and. did you know? kirsten dunst was a natural blonde who died her hair red for the movie -- although the colour was like, on and off throughout and the shade of it kept changing, and the girl who acted as gwen stacy was a natural redhead who died her hair blonde for the movie! hahaha. :D:D

and kirsten dunst looked stoned. she probably was anyways. though her eye colour is pretty. the expression is not. lols. anyways, the movie was NICE!! just that it was quite long. and had a bit too many storylines within the plot. the sandman very poor thing. oh oh, and the harry osborn guy is hott!! ahhaha.

oh oh, and after that i went to taka without the brownie and the pixie -- one went to centrepoint, the other went to somerset MRT station. went to zara and bought two ah-mazing dresses. one was dark brown, the other was bright yellow :D:D.

the bright yellow one was quite cheap manzxzxzxzxz, and i really liked the dark brown one. hahaha. spent like, $60 on both altogether. probably going to wear one of 'em for my dad's older brother's birthday at fullerton this sunday or saturday.

also bought a new supply of famous amos cookies!!! :D:D although i only bought 100grams worth of cookies, which wasn't a whole lot. but hey, i wasn't that rich no more! ah wells. shall go buy again soon when i run out. hee.

thats it folks!! shall post again soon. hahah. probably not about today though. t'has been uneventful so far. sighs.

love me,

CLARA!

i hate all you damn perfectionists.

2007-05-20T21:08:00.000+08:00

whats the issue with my height?

fine.

so i'm not very tall.

stop trying to tell me that its wrong.

stop telling me that i'd look much better TALLER.

stop trying to brainwash me into thinking the way you do.

just because i'm not you.

so what?

you're not all that perfect yourself.

you think you're very tall?

stop trying to get me to think that height is everything.

it isnt.

i'll get somewhere in life with or WITHOUT my height.

and there's nothing you can say that'll hurt me.

nothing.

get that?

i'll make it.

and you're going to regret it.

you're gonna regret every last word.

yeah, i'm never going to let you win again.

because, then, i wouldn't be me.

i'd be you.

eep! grr.

2007-05-18T00:17:00.000+08:00

whee hee.

yes, i know i should be ASLEEP right now in my very very comfy GREEN! bed but i'm too lazy to go and sleep. is that even possible?

maybe. hahaha. and my hair is still kinda wet even though i already blow-dried it. ah wells. whatever. not like it matters. Much.

grr. my back is SORE!!! and it ACHES! just because i had to go for backbone check-up and had to do x-ray. ><

i HATE going for backbone checkup. grr. first we have to check our height and weight which i absolutely DREAD like hell seeing as how i dont WANNA know whether i've gained weight or not (because i couldnt possibly have lost any) and that i havent grown taller.

and i didnt grow taller! in fact, i like, shrunk about 0.3 cm or something. hmph. must be the darn machine thingy which kept pressing on my head. i swear, it was trying its DARNDEST to make me SHORTER.

and then when i had to take my weight i forgot to take my stuff out of my pockets and i had to get down halfway and dump everything with my mom, hee. XP and then i realised i still had a bit more stuff on me anyways. but like. whatever. dont care neemore.

then had to go for x-ray and had to wear the suit thingy. and i almost wore the back in the front. and i thought the dressing room had people inside until someone else went to open it and it was empty. hmph. NOT MY FAULT!!! i just, didnt know it worked that way. uh huh. right.

and after the x-ray my back HURTS!!! its SORE and ACHES because millions of cells are killed viciously with that one FLASH. as if i had that many to begin with. then i had a VICIOUS headache because i lacked sugar. yeah. dumb x-ray. only thing i got out of it was that i didnt need to go back anymore because my condition hasnt deproved for two years. yayys!

oh and then we still had to wait for dunno what thingy. which took so long. that i fell asleep in the waiting area. where there was quite a number of people. SO EMBARRASSING!!

well, at least, i was only PARTIALLY sleeping. :D:D hee. my dad was FULL BLOWN sleeping. thank god he didnt snore :D:D

and my stomach still hurts from 5 item. sheesh. even when i accidentally cough or choke on my saliva or sneeze or laugh or whatev. so annoying.

i am FULL OF AILMENTS! gonna die manzxzxzxzxzxz. must miss me okay?

nah, just kidding.

shall head to my doom -- ahem, sleep now. right.

toodles!!! :D:D:D

i think i'm addicted to smilies :D:D

2007-05-16T19:01:00.000+08:00

GRAH!!! blogger just shut down on me and my super long post is gonee!!!! i hate blogger.

and just when i thought it was finally going right for me. hmph. now i have to delay dinner just to finish this. hahahha.

neeways, i forgot lots of the stuff that i was originally gonna post!! especially since blogger died on me for so long and again just now. hmph. but it doesnt matter. shall post about this very boring day instead. hahahah.

today was so damn slack!! like, for chinese we had DEBATE.

and guess what i was doing? why i was merely chillin' by the window sill blasting my mp3 player. hahaha. which will ruin my hearing one day but whatever. maybe i'll grow out of this habit! :D:D

not.

neeways, we were just trying to dodge or avoid teachers who were walking down the corridor. no point trying to hide it from the gypsy -- not like she could care less. but i was still listening to the debate! uh huh.

and mr shyam wasnt around just now. i think he left already. so t'was more slack -iness for us! :D:D

and i seriously think i'm addicted to smilies! :D:D i cant help including smilies everywhere. hahahha. and and my new room in my new house is gonna be green! and its kinda bright, although i sorta didnt know that it'd be this bright. its lovelyy though!! :D:D and i'm gonna have matching forest green curtains and bedsheets. :D:D

now if only they were made of satin or even better -- silk. hee.

i cant wait to move in!! but then that means i'll have to move away from the brownie!! D:

but its GREEN!

but i'll have to find out the buses that go to orchard!

but i have my own room!

but its FAR AWAY!

hmph. i cant make up my mind. and i think i should stop writing out my inner monologues. its not healthy. yep yep. although i suppose its good enough that its not voices in my head but instead, my sensible/insensible thoughts. or whatever it is. :D shall stop ranting.

anyways, then drama was merely watching some weird vid about this play. and i practically couldnt see anything since it was so dark. oh wait. no it wasnt. it was BLACK for the most part.

and then i think lang arts was the funnest! :D we watched romeo & juliet. and some people migrated to the front. hmm, i wonder for what. the sex scene perhaps? not that there was much anyway.

and we tried convincing janice to go sit up front seeing as how she was so interested! hahaha. although it was so annoying that in the end they still had to die anyways. grr. and i think romeo is still too old for juliet. although he has nice eyes! :D and the two people sitting next to me had GREATLY DIFFERING PoVs.

BROWN: WHY WHY?? NOO! dont die!

janice: just DIE already!

me: o.O

although i have to say, i am definitely leaning more towards the brownie's side. janice is unfeeling. hmph. its sad that they had to die! 'cept that romeo wanted to kiss juliet although he thought she was dead. like, thats GROSS! reminds me of necrophilia.

and i think i was kinda anti-climatic. like, when romeo ran into the chapel, all i said was that, "he has nice eyes!" and asked everyone else. everyone agreed with me! 'cept janice that is. but we shall excuse her as she clearly has bad taste coughjessemccartneycough. :D:D

and becky wanted to start a leonardo di caprio fanclub. and she asked me to join. to which i replied, "no thanks becks, i'm not that fanatical about him" which is so true seeing as how i'm just sorta fascinated with his eyes, and he's rather goodlooking i suppose. but not to that extent. and i shall not say handsome because it sounds old! although he is old now. not the point!

oh oh, and just now during assembly since it was like, a whatever, voice-your-opinions-session, any given person could just go up to the microphone and voice out their opinions and stuff. so it was like, whenever someone stood up to go to the mike, everyone would be clapping.

so then janice was like, "clara!! i need to pee!!" and i was like, "go ask the teacher!" so she stood up to go to the teacher but then when she stood up to go PEE, everyone gave her a standing ovation (excluding the standing part that is) and started clapping, HAHAHH!! so funny. like, then she started hopping towards the teacher to ask for permission and everyone went, "chey" and started laughing. HAHAHS.

anyways, i'm so looking forward to next week! sabbatical week!! especially since hopefully can watch spidey. hee. and slack. and no work! yes yes, i'm very lazy. and i have backbone check-up tomorrow. sigh. so sian. but then again, i wouldnt want to go for math remedial -- though i clearly need the extra help. not so keen on the remedial though.

and my pe shorts tore just now. grah. just because i was trying to pull it lower. and it just tore like THAT! the side that is. i swear, this is really not very good quality material. especially since i only bought it about three months ago. grah. cant wait for the new pe shorts. which are supposedly fbt material. whatever.

oh oh. and today was so freaky!! i woke up with LAST NIGHT - P DIDDY FEAT. KEISHA COLE stuck in my head. and i hadnt even heard that song for quite a while now. till i went to download it a few moments ago that is. as i was saying, i couldnt figure out why it was stuck in my head, but i sort of had a sense of dread that it was gonna be playing on the radio when i get in the car to go to school (not because its not nice, but just because it'd be freaky if it DID)

apparently someone has something against me, since that song was playing when i got in the car. seriously freaked out. although i like the song. and i went to download it anyways. hahahha. whatever.

I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And then you be telling me,
I know your not alone.
ohh..

Thats why
I'm over it

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel,
read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on,
its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

-Katharine Mcphee, Over It

yeah, this is so you. and i cant take it anymore.

Something just isn't right
I can feel it inside

hell yeah i can.

The truth isn't far behind me
You can't deny

When I turn the lights out
When I close my eyes
Reality overcomes me
I'm living a lie

or at least, YOU are.

When I'm alone
I feel so much better

not exactly, but definitely not with you around.

And when I'm around you
I don't feel

Together
It doesn't feel right at all
Together
Together we've built a wall
Together
holding hands we'll fall
Hands we'll fall

This has gone on so long
I realize that I need
Something good to rely on
Something for me

something that you cant provide, something thats just not YOU.

When I'm alone
I feel so much better
And when I'm around you
I don't feel

Together
It doesn't feel right at all
Together
Together we've built a wall
Together holding hands we'll fall
Hands we'll fall

- Avril Lavigne, Together

y'know what? this describes the situation perfectly. at least, almost.

goodbye folks! i have to go eat dinner. hahahha.

you know you love me! :D:D

and you spin me right round (like a record) - dead or alive is so CUTE! even though its so old. hahha.

ciao!

2007-05-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

I'm not alone
Even when we're apart
I feel you in the air, yeah
I'm not afraid
I know what you're thinking
I can hear you everywhere
Some people say it'll never happen
We're just wasting time
But good things come when you least expect them
So I don't really mind

We'll be together
Come whatever
I'm not just staring at the stars
Just remember
That no one else can tell us who we are
We'll be together
So don't ever stop listening to your heart
Cause I can't turn mine off.

- We'll be Together
Ashley Tisdale

to my dahhlings -- you know what i'm talking about.

p.s: just ignore the fact that this song is supposed to be a love song. there's a reason why i cut out the rest, DUH. :D:D

p.p.s: yep yep, i'm still obsessed with the smilies!! :D:D

p.p.p.s: yes brown, this is the extent of me being able to post at HOME. i cant change size of font!!!! bleargh. or colour!!! not fair. hmph.

eep.

2007-05-09T21:51:00.000+08:00

so i didnt exactly post in the end. oh wells. anyways, since i'm feeling so BLOODY DAMN EXASPERATED with not doing much for our cultural icon thingy i decided to seek an outlet for my frustration. this sucks man. i just feel so SLACK!! hmph.

i probably am.

but audrey hepburn is so very pretty!!! lol, and we're putting up lots and lots of piccies of her on our powerpoint since ms teo wants us to. hee. it feels so unbelievable that such a woman such as audrey hepburn managed to affect the world's perspective in such entirety. this almost feels unreal in that sense. hahaha.

so, we had 2.4 today. think i passed like, on the DOT. yes indeed. at least, i actually passed and TRIED this year. lol. and i had gastric while running!! &somehow i dont know how it came about. o.O like, kepps asked me if i drank water before i ran and i nodded but i peed before i went too!! this doesn't make sense. grah. and i was like feelin' kinda faint and was gonna puke any moment and had a horribly mind-grappling headache (and yes i know that shouldn't apply here but it DOES okay).

but BROWN was being very nice and got me a packet of justea! :D:D i love you brownie!! <3333333 and janice has very weird ways of getting motivated. she REFUSED to run till we threatened her. o.O

me: janice!! you can do it!!

brown: janice!! jia you jia you!!

brown: JANICE RUN!!!

me: RUN RUN RUN!! JANICE DONT WALK!!

janice: dont want!!!

me & brown: RUN JANICE RUN!!!

janice: DONT WANT!

me and brown: RUN!!!!!

janice: *shakes head vigorously* NOOO!!!!!

me: janice, if you don't run, i will CONFISCATE YOUR JUSTEA!!!! *smirk* *walk as if to leave the track*

janice: NO NO NO!!! *starts sprinting*

ahahahah!!!! janice is such a funny (un-little) thing. and i'm sure she's very honoured that she's once again the topic of my post. hahahaha. funny how the only thing that can motivate her is like, justea and money and err... something else. that i cant remember. hahahaha.

s'all folks! :D:D buh byee!! hahaha. shall post soon if there's no problems with blogger. yep yeps.

grr.

2007-05-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

grah.

okay. so i know i havent exactly been posting, lol.

I WILL UPDATE TOMORROW!! i promise. kinda.

for now i need SLEEP. yes indeed. hopefully everlasting. hee. NOT.

ahh, the life.

2007-04-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

i love The Best Damn Thing.

Seriously. although the album is kinda too "teenybopper-ish"? or kinda too pop-y. haha, i'm inventing new words! :D anyways, Travis Barker from Blink 182 is doing the drums -- why does this sound so wrong? PLAYING the drums, that is. yeapps, folks!! the drums sound smashing. although she sounds wayy too happy. i suppose its somewhat a good thing, contrasting so greatly from her previous album, which was soo emo. But still. i think her first album had the nicest mix!

oh oh!! and i <33 the best damn thing, everything back but you, innocence and one of those girls the most! the lyrics are so cute and hilarious!!! hahaha. although quite some of the beats in several songs are quite repetitive such as like, pause CLAP pause CLAP CLAP pause CLAP pause CLAP CLAP, and it goes on. its not really a clap of course, more like the percussion, but it sounds better known as a clap, or at least, whatever the actual thing is called.

haha. no offense of course. and i've been doing way too many blogthings lately. It's becoming highly addictive. and yes, i'm still doing some con-currently.

and i'm starting to get overly interested in celebrity gossip. somehow i found some webbies that report on practically EVERYTHING you need to know. i remember one was some 'The Good, The Bad, and the Juicy' or something which linked to this really good webbie http://theskinnywebsite.com which reports on whether some celebrity gains weight or loses weight or looks healthy etc. and provides slimming recipes etc! or what kind of activity that helps to tone your body. anyways, its interesting to read if you're bored.

(like me)

and finally, TESTS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!!! no more muggin' for me. yep yep. and i know i definitely failed my math test. sadly. because it was SO FREAKING HARD!!!! and i regret mugging for it. ALL OF IT. except that i actually understood the stuff when i was studying it. sigh. math SUCKS. i wish i could drop math. ahh, the LIFE! if only......

anyways, i'm been having this odd stomachache the whole day today. like it manifests from being gastric to the lower part of my stomach hurting. then suddenly it'd stop and it'd get worse when it came back. totally sucks. then out of the blue i had chest pains. so i started hitting it. yeah, totally didnt work. but at least it has numbing effects!! and the worst part is that i KNOW it isn't my uterine lining breaking down or anything. lol, that has become a saying since after our biology test.

well i've gots to go now!

toodles!! <333

The post card that you wrote with the stupid little note
Something wasn't quite right about it
It smelt like cheap perfume
And it didnt smell like you
And there is no way you can get around it
Because you wrote

I wish you were her
You left out the 'E'
You left without me
And now you're somehwere out there
With a bitch, slut, psycho babe I hate you, why are guys so lame
Everything I gave you I want everything back but you

-- Everything Back But You

like OMGZXXZXZORRSSXZH!!!

2007-04-23T15:41:00.000+08:00

hee.

math was an UTTER FLOP. i'm pretty sure i failed, what with all the incomplete answers and shit. oh, and did i mention? i didnt even manage to COMPLETE the paper. although i DID know that my fate was pretty much sealed as soon as i saw who the setter of the paper was. but poo. who cares anyways. i just hope my 'rents won't force me to go for tuition just because of one, measly subject.

even if it's math.

well at least things began at such an all time low that there was no way to go but UP. thank god i got an A1 for chinese man. i always knew i could count on chinese! *funny how that wasn't what i said the other time* ahem. ahem.

yeah well, then after that lunch was SO BORING. i just felt hungry, somehow, and couldn't find anything that seemed worth doing (unless wandering aimlessly around the corridors and swings count). and to THINK that i was actually looking forward to lunch?? what could i have been thinking??

and HE was so fun. hahahah. mrs shirley lee wasn't around so we had to combine classes and form mostly groups of 5 and two groups of 4.yeapps. cee cee, amanda TAN, brownie, and me had to make soya bean milk with chin chow. though i think pouring out a packet of soya bean milk and mixing with ice before adding in the chopped up chin chow probably doesn't quite qualify as MAKING it. mixing, anyone? yep, we had it easy. but i think our chin chow was prettier OKAY!

and the pancakes were the NICEST. although the pizza bread was quite nice too! sadly the cheese wasn't melted and you couldn't quite taste it. i didnt even taste the soya bean milk though. i dont like soya bean milk, tee hee. and then i wasn't hungry anymores!!!

oh oh. and when we were supposed to be listening to the teacher rattle off instructions, cee cee and janice were having a MOST interesting conversation.

cee cee: pervert!!

janice: *slowly nods her head*

cee cee: SICKO!

janice: i am NOT a sicko!!! *shakes head vigorously; looks rather indignant*

clara: but isn't being a pervert worse than being a sicko?

janice: i AM NOT A PERVERT OR A SICKO!!!

clara: you nodded your head just now when cee cee called you a pervert!

janice: *eyes widen* I AM NOT A PERVERT! I'M NOT, OKAY?!!

*insane cackling ensues*

hah. as if we didn't already know she was a pervert. like, hello? it's either her or huai min. tsk tsk. and when we watched the "A Baby Is Born" video just now -- personally i think it should be called The Torturous Event also known as Giving Birth -- all she wanted to know was if the baby was a guy or a girl. like that even matters. or at least, it SHOULDN'T matter at that point of time.

oh and the video was so gross. yeah, i screamed. not just once, but a couple'a times. but its so DISGUSTING!!! i just hope that that's not the procedure it follows in the current society. i mean, like how can they even STAND it? ouch. ouch. ouch. everyone should adopt. so those kids would have better lives and there would be less adults suffering from traumatic childhood experiences in THAT generation. yeah.

and janice is EVEN MORE GROSS!!! she thinks the umbilical cord resembles macaroni and she likes macaroni!!

likes macaroni = likes umbilical cord

oh and she wants to EAT it!!! at least, thats what i suggested she do because the stem cells and stuff in the umbilical cord are supposed to be good for the body anyways, and she wants wu shu to provide UMBILICAL CORDS so that she can eat it!! can you say eww? ><

further evidence that janice is a SICK little thing is shown in her music tastes. personally, i think that jesse mccartney has such teenybopper-ish tendencies, and his songs remind me of aaron carter and everything... yeah. and then sarah was all about telling me that his songs are so SICK!!! his lyrics at least.

like in 'Right Where You Want Me', just before the chorus, he goes, "baby don't be gentle, i can handle anything" . the sexual innuendos are soo there! and it's obvious that that's what its going to translate into, because, what ELSE could it mean eh? any other translation would not fit well with the rest of the song, which is PRETTY MUCH SELF-EXPLANATORY from here onwards.

Further examples include:

I could use a little time alone with you.
Crazy,
Let's do something, maybe.
Please don't take your time,You got me,
Right where you want me.

Girl,
I'm gonna let you have your way with me.
When you move like that,
Its hard to breathe.

My imagination running trying to keep my body still,
I can hardly stand the thrill.

ya think? i believe i just proved my point. and janice proved herself to be EVEN SICKER when she asked for the song even after she found out about the ever-mounting evidence that the song is just... wrong.

although i have to say, the best part was when sarah said that NICOLE was the sneaky little -- BIG -- thing who introduced the song to her!! tsk tsk nicky. i dont even want to know the going-ons of her twisted mind when she's on her own. eek.

and i simply MUST go do even more quizzes even though i've done plenty through the previous weekend. oh and start planning for my june holidays as well!! yay! who CARES about stinkin' science? i do.

that's all folks!!

you know you LOVE me!

CLARA!!

because math is da shits.

2007-04-22T14:37:00.000+08:00

so.

math really really sucks. i just realised that not only do i not understand anything the teacher has taught so far, the test is TOMORROW. like seriously. i'm gonna DIE DIE DIE!!!

and then the pink pixie and the big bad brownie were supposed to have a study group with me but THEN, they both couldnt make it!! D: the silver sprite is uber uber depressed........

so now i'm sitting in the room sippin' champagne *hah! i wish! more like pepsi* and feeling fatter by the minute. and i have made a resolution NOT to go to quizilla, blogthings, OR the-n to do silly little quizzes such as how emo are you and such.

REALLY. i wont. i swear on my old stinkin' bolster i used to have when i was a little kid. and which is now non-existent. but who cares anyways.

wonder if anyone'll notice if i decided to do a The Sims and starting waving my hands about quixotically, yelling about sleep and stinkin' objects and WHY am i not having fun or pissin' enough. sheesh. i think i deserve that much, at least.

and studying at home is BAD!!! i cant study at all. why'd you think i'm on blogger? oh of course, because this is a toilet break and i eat cookies in the toilet with my laptop -- OF COURSE NOT!

obviously i CANNOT concentrate at all at home and neither can the brownie anyways.

boo. i'm off to meet my doom.

bye chicas!!

dumb thing but i'll do it since i'm bored

2007-04-18T00:14:00.000+08:00

whee hee i'm bored~~~~~~~

01) What is your phone model?
motorola v3i

02) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
331

03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
Hey there! I bet you all miss me lots. Hah! There's national anthem on mon. Report at 655. Be there or be square! Omg. I feel so lame. - NANA! lol i forgot to delete.

04) Who is the first person who comes under M?
Michelle

05) Who was the last person you rang?
Li En

06) Who was your last missed call from?
Mummy

07) Who was the 2nd person who comes up under D?
Debra

08) What does the oldest message in your inbox says ?
Wishing you 12 mths of HAPPINESS
52 Wks of FUN
365 Days of SUCCESS
8760Hrs of GOOD HEALTH
525600Mins of GOOD LUCK
31536000 Secs of JOY.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!:) - KEPPSIES!

09) Who comes up under J?
Janice, Jeraldine, Jeslyn, Jessica, Jiaxuan, Joanne, Joanne 1, Joey Hp, Jun Ying.

10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?
MINE'S EMPTY! :D:D

11) Who is the 7th person who comes up under S?
Sher Wei

12) Who is your gsm/network provider?
M1.

13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
7 i dont like having full inboxes!(:

14)What do you have as your background?
our prettaye clarinet formation! ((:

15) Who is the 2nd person who comes up under R?
Rebekah.

16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
Time. Dunno why.

17) If you are on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?
Not on Pay as you Go.

18) Who is the third person who comes up under C?
Cheryl Tong

19) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
full

20) What do you have as your main ringtone?
vibrate -.-

21) Do you want another handphone?
YES YES YES!!! D:
________________________________________
1. I've come to realize that my ex:
is non-existent.

2. I am listening to:
Here (In Your Arms) - Hellogoodbye

3. I talk:
a lot.

4. I love:
ME! and everyone else! (:

5. My best friend(s):
rocks.

7. I lost:
erasers.

8. I hate it when people:
come to comfort you when you don't WANT any.

9. Love is:
1 corinthians 13:1-810.

10. Marriage is:
out of the question.

11. Somewhere, someone is:
dead.

12. I'll always be:
me.

13. I have a crush on:
chocolate.

14. The last time I cried was:
not long ago when i was BLOODY PISSED.

15. My cell phone is:
pretty with stickers and nice dangling thingies.

16. When I wake up in the morning:
i go back to sleep

17. Before I go to sleep at night:
i pray.

18. Right now I am thinking about:
music.

19. Babies are:
alive

20. I get on friendster:
never.

21. Today I:
am happy.

22. Tonight I will:
sleep

23. Tomorrow I will:
go to school.

24. I really want:
to sleep
25. The person who most likely to do this is:
alive duh. cant be dead now can he/she?
________________________________________

SCHOOL LIFE CONFESSIONS
[x] Talked back to a teacher.
all the time.

[ ] Been kicked out of class.
i'm very guai okay.

[ ] Worn pyjamas to school.
i dont even HAVE proper pajamas T.T

[x] Had your tooth fall out at school.
in primary 2 and i was very reluctant to get it properly removed.

[x] Gotten lost in your school.
when i just came to NY and started wandering around?

[x] Broken the dress code in school.
i am breaking the dress code even now.

[x] Completely failed a test.
i hate tests.

[x] Left class without asking.
but everyone does that anyway.

[x] Missed a whole week of school.
had chicken pox.

[x] Thrown up in school.
i used to always throw up when i went to new schools T_T so embarrassing.
[ ] Been beat up at school.
violence is never the answer *nods wisely*

HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS

[x] Argue with your parents a lot.
totally.

[ ] Argue with your brother(s) a lot.
don't have any. thank god for that.

[x] Argue with your sister(s) a lot.
yeah. annoying overly bossy older sisters. grah.

[ ] Have your own room.
soon, my deahh. patience.

[ ] Do your own laundry.
maid does that. hee?

[ ] Cook dinner once in a while.
nope, mom doesnt allow me in the kitchen. knowing me, i'll probably ruin something.

[x] Are loud and obnoxious at home.
aren't i most times? hahaha. not that obnoxious though. just when i'm uber moody.

[ ] Wear pajamas when you are not going anywhere.
i DONT HAVE PROPER PAJAMAS!! T_T

[x] You sleep in very long.
i'm a pig i'm a pig! :D

[ ] All you do is watch television.
i wish. more like go on the computer though.

[ ] Your parents are divorced.
nope, and i hope it never happens.

[x] Your family makes you cry a lot.
depends. i have the tendency to let them get to me more than if it were other people i suppose.

[ ] One or both of your grandparents live with you.
my only granny would rather live with her SONS. and i dont like her anyways. hmph.

[ ] You cant stand being with your parents.
when they bug me to do work or to get off the computer.

FRIEND CONFESSIONS
[x] You currently dislike one or more of your friends.
kind of? depends. sometimes. hahaha.

[x] You are jealous of one or more of your friends.
ahh, the minor jealous stuff that everyone feels once in a while.

[ ] You have known a friend your whole life.
does my cousin count?

[ ] Your friends are all taller than you.
i'm not that short OKAY.

[x] You have been ditched by a friend.
P1 and 2 when i went through the 'i friend you' 'i dont friend you' phase, haha.

[ ] You have memorized a friends phone number.
bad memory.

[ ] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number.
i dont remember how to forget?

[ ] You have been to all of your friends houses.
i wish! that'll be so cool!

[x] You love most of your friends
i love everyone :D:D

HABIT CONFESSIONS

[ ] You bite your nails.
once when i was eating chips.

[ ] You have an odd obsession with knives.
ONCE. hahaha.

[ ] You cannot sleep with the door closed.
i never sleep with the door open!

[x] You cannot sleep with the door open.
it feels so scary that people can just enter like that and if someone murders me in my sleep i'll NEVER KNOW!

[x] There is at least one sound you cannot stand.
nail against chalkboard thingy, metal against metal *shudder*

[ ] You write stories about madcannibalistic serial killers
nope. i READ them. not the cannibalistic part though.

[x] You are good at telling lies
of course i am! (:

LOVE CONFESSIONS

[x] You currently like someone.
i like everyone!

[ ] You want to kill one of your ex-es.
yes yes! i wanna kill my NON-EXISTENT EX.

[ ] You can stay committed for an unusually long time.
dont know.

[ ] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily.
don't have any.

[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you a bitch before.
nah.

[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you self-centered before.
dont have any.

PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS

[x] Abortion is horrible and should be illegal.
oh god. one more time i hear the word abortion and i'm gonna start bawling again.

[x] Gay marriage is fine by you.
it's not like they chose to be that way. freedom of choice!

[ ] Boys make better friends than girls do.
only sometimes (more like RARE cases).

[ ] The beach is an excellent place for a date.
NO!! the beach is soo polluted.

[ ] Pink is an ugly color.
depends on the shade!

[x] Needles aren't so horrible.
i want a tattoo!

[ ] Human flesh tastes like fine aged veal
havent tried it.
[x] You have plenty of secrets
of course, duh.

HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS

[ ] Fallen up the stairs.how do you fall UP the stairs?
grah. i always fall DOWN.

[ ] Someone has tied your shoelaces together.
went through that phase, although i was the one doing the tying.

[ ] Had a nail fall off.
ew no that'd be freaky.

[ ] Captured, Mancaptured for what?
i'm afraid i don't know what you mean.

_______________________________________

Social Studies

who sits next to you?
- no such subject

who's the teacher?
- no one

do you like them?
- how to? "they" don't exist.

you get a lot of homework?
- social studies doesn't exist!!

favourite class?
Language Arts (or Drama if it counts)

what period do you have this class?
- different times everyday & week

are the tests hard?
- depends on which kind.

desks comfortable?
- they're all the same!

who sits behind you?-
yun jing! (:

who sits beside you?- siu siu and jessica! :D

what happened recently in this class that made it fun?
- hmm, i think i mentioned earlier that i have BAD MEMORY.

Math

is this class fun?
- of course! I LOVE MATH *cough* as if *cough**cough*

who sits beside you?
- amanda and wanting <33

what are you learning?
- some simultaneous graph crap. and i dont understand a single thing about it!

whats the best part of this class?
- i can sit next to my good friends. Oh, and i can catch up on sleep! :D

SCIENCE

who sits next to you?
- siu siu and jessica

do you work with chemicals?
- for chem, yes

who's this teacher?- chem's ms chang ying yan, bio's ms chen lin, and phys i dunno, and i dont care for now.

________________________________________
[ABOUT YOU...]

I WANT:
to sleep now.

I HATE:
school.

I MISS:
my life.

I HEAR:
music.

I REGRET:
nothing i can remember.

I LIKE:
books.

I DANCE:
in the shower.

I SING:
in the shower (and out of, actually).

I SHOULD:
sleep more (get rid of eyebags!)

[WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF...]
RYAN:
the only guy i know who's called Ryan? hahah.

DOUG:
somehow reminds me of some country guy.

JOHN:
some deprived kid's imaginary friend.

SCOTT:
current toilet paper!!

KENNY:
Southpark.

[IN THE LAST FEW DAYS, HAVE YOU...]

CRIED:
yeah.

HELPED SOMEONE:
yep of course!

GOTTEN SICK:
i am sick.

GONE OUT TO THE MOVIES:
i WANT TO GO OUT FOR A MOVIE!!

GONE OUT FOR DINNER:
nope.

SAID "I LOVE YOU":
yep. to my friends!

WRITTEN A REAL LETTER:
didnt write a letter.

WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL:
nah.

[WOULD YOU EVER...]

EAT A BUG:
i can be bribed with a very very very large amount of money.

BUNGEE JUMP:
sure!

REVERSE SLIDE:
sounds cool.

KILL SOMEONE:
insects? already did. people? eek.

WALK ON HOT COALS:
no! i'm a coward.

GO OUT TO EAT WITH A COMPLETE STRANGER:
depends if it's from a reliable source.

GO OUT WITH SOMEONE FOR THEIR REPUTATION:
no way.

BE A VEGETARIAN:
this is soo meant for wan ting. i'm a carnivore. rawr.

PURPOSELY HURT SOMEONE:
if he/she hurt me.

RUN A RED LIGHT:
i would if i could drive.

DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE:
yeah! i'm gonna die my hair midnight blue when i grow older. bright blue is cute though.

MAKE SOMEONE CRY:
dont think so, hope not.

STAY UP ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT:
did that before... hahaha.

[THE LAST PERSON WHO...]

SLEPT ON THE SAME BED WITH YOU:
mom.

SAW YOU CRY:
ah.. myself?

YOU SAW CRY:
me.

WENT TO THE MOVIES WITH:
cant remember.

YOU WENT FOR DINNER WITH:
my folks.

CALLED YOU ON THE PHONE:
mom

YOU CALLED ON THE PHONE:
Li En.

TEXTED YOU:
Tabby! batch outing!! :D:D

[DO YOU PREFER]

FLOWERS OR CANDY:
candy! i dont eat flowers.

GREY OR BLACK:
black (:

COLOUR OR BLACK:
colour! and it would be GREEN of course (:

SUNRISE OR SUNSET:
sunset. its intriguing, invigorating! :D

STAYING UP LATE OR WAKING UP EARLY:
staying up duh. 's the main reason why i can never wake up early.

whooopdedeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedoooooooooooo

2007-04-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

so.

today, we had our history test. so failed man, practically didnt do the source-based question because there wasn't enough time as the teacher needed to rush to another class or something o.O

anyways, math is an utter flop. sadly, up until now i still dont get what all the lines and graphs mean. and then we had to hand up qn 1 for math and KEPPSIES WAS VERY NICE and helped me with it (although i still have no idea what it means) and LI EN was very nice and helped me hand it up! yay! (and i forgot to write my name)

hahah. then during class contact time we were supposed to clean up the class and we got nice pretty OLIVE GREEN dusters! sadly, they're going to turn black soon after excessive use, HAHAH. and then cheryl, sarah and i started doing the covergirl advertisement thingy :

easy. breezy. beautiful.

COVERGIRL!

'cept that we changed the covergirl to DUSTERgirl instead cause' sarah and cheryl had dusters in their hand and we showed our wonderful streak of intelligence to ms teo, hahaahah who gave us that look. -.-'

hee.

and i made good my promise to go home and sleep the day off. slept through the whole afternoon!! i'm such a pig, :D:D. hopefully it made up for my many sleepless and fitful nights, though i still have horrible eyebags as scars from my battle with SLEEP.

so NOT prepared to sleep yet. hope i can get extension for my library books, i still havent finished reading them yet and they're so NICE!!! STEPHEN KING is such an eerily good author that i can't stand it!! and i haven't even read the one that cheryl borrowed from the library either and i WANNA READ IT!!

grah. anyways, my rents' wanna sleep and i cant use the comp anymore. and i havent even said all that i wanna say yet!!

ahh nevermind. i'll just continue tomorrow i suppose.

goodnight!!

you know you love me.

CLARA!

senseless

2007-04-17T21:35:00.000+08:00

whoop de de doo.

yay finally got my new blogskin up.

posting tomorrow i think seeing as how i ain't got any time today...

hmm, maybe i'll just go sneak on the comp later, XD

because some things just aren't meant for waiting

2007-02-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

wheehee.

so.

i know i said that i wasnt going to post until i've gotten my new blogskin (or to choose another one) but...i just HAD to post. hahahah. okay, so mainly i dont really care about what happened today. since it was so unexciting.

hui chun was horrid. yeah. found out the extent of which i can DRAW. yep, it was like a drawing contest. everyone just outlining and not doing a very good job then colouring inside. lol. mine sucked, and SEQUIN created her own word. so funny. apparently it was an, err, "ancient writing" for that word (as if).

didnt go back to my primary school since it would be so awkward since i wouldnt know who to go back with and the only people in NY (in our level from our pri school) being me and nettie.

PLUS we had OM meeting after. oh god. t'was quite a disaster. wan ting, cheryl, amanda and shara were STRANDED at the bus stop after they finished their visitations and it started raining. and of course, they just happened to have an insufficient number of umbrellas. today must be an unlucky day. because of the rain (and i like rain okay, but not today), we were delayed to do OM for like, ONE WHOLE HOUR!!!

can you imagine?? the number of things that could be completed in an hour!! i cant even think of the endless opportunities we could have had. (might've even been able to complete it earlier too ): ) in the end, we couldn't doing some of our stuff, although we did complete most of what we set out to do. and of course we rehearsed!! but still. one hour. if only we had that other one hour. so sad.

argh. anyways. i'm not going to talk about such depressing things anymore.

got pics of band seniors doing dunno what chun lian thingy, and they did this thingy on NYCB. so cute. sad we couldnt take everything very clearly though. since we didnt have the necessary resources. hello?? we took the pictures from the third level!!!hahah. and jia ying wasnt wearing her jacket!! lol. got that on picture too...

lol. this was taken when mr lim was taking the group photo of them holding up the chun lian thingy. ahahha.

random.

yay. biggest photo so far, i must say.

must get gold with honours!!! sad we didnt get to take the part with english words on it.

o.O mellissa looks even taller than usual in this pic.

jia ying without her jacket!!!

that's all for now. goodbye folks!!!

you know you love me.

CLARA!

stewpeed GYPSY

2006-08-28T17:46:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh, i'm so pissed. the gypsy is so annoying!!! we got scolded by her again today, and as usual, she insulted us lots of times. plus, she still has not mastered the art of subtlety.

well, actually maybe she really doesnt care, since she's been getting even more direct these days. and just when *WE* thought she seemed to be getting better, it took a turn for the worse. geez. totally ruins the mood.

she "hinted" that we should drop out of higher chinese AGAIN. i bet she totally wants that because she will have less papers to mark and wont be so busy, (not that she could be busy much anyway) because she is SUCH A SLACKER!!!!

as if we'll heed her "advice". the more she does that, we'll probably go against her even more. just to prove her wrong, that is. she's making us even more disinterested in chinese than we originally were, OKAY.

well, it was because of that "heated" debate we were having with her, about extending our deadline for the chinese SIA presentation for ONE day only. just so we can better familiarize ourselves with the script and try to memorize it, if possible.

but OF COURSE, she just has to ruin the whole thing by refusing throughout and giving ridiculous suggestions and stuff, on purpose and using EVERY OPPORTUNITY she could get to insult us. so annoying lah. she was taking malicious pleasure in watching us struggle with our chinese statements.

and she totally looked like a chipmunk just now. we suggested to extend the presentation thingy to recess on wed, but she refused, saying that she had a cca meeting, which was so untrue, since there are no cca activities at all on wed. anyway, what could she be in charge of, TAF club? <--- taken from sarah.

i bet she's just too reluctant to lose her PRECIOUS DARLING LUNCH because her goal is to grow out more horizontally, until she cant fit through the doors leading to our classes. as quoted by sarah, horizontally inclined, but vertically challenged. hahahhaha. so true.

also, she said we were so calculative. hello? who's the calculative one who refused to just give us one more days' of allowance?

besides, being calculative is a good thing. it makes for a good trait if you are going for a job like an auditor and accountant. then if you do the job so well, and get interviewed, you can say, "it was due to our oh-so-annoying chinese teacher who told us that we were so calculative, and that was what inspired me to work in this trade."

oh oh oh!!! then she said that we were the only class like that in her 30 years of experience. i suppose it was meant as an insult, but it only made me want to laugh. after all, that means we're unique and one of a kind. so its a COMPLIMENT!

at least we're not stereotyped like the rest of her ex-classes. she's probably never had a class stand up together and bond and go against her, cause they probably knew it would be a lost cause.

the amusing thing was, she wasted the whole ONE-HOUR lesson on this fruitless debate session, and we were back to square one by the time it ended. i tell you, if it had been in ENGLISH, she'd have been dead and damn fatigued by the end of it.

she ought to be HONOURED that we even deigned to debate with her okay. and seeing as how we were going easy on her already, it just proves that she isnt very convincing, and didnt even actually win the debate. just that we'd rather return home instead of continuing this endless and useless session.

and she was so mean!! she kept ignoring BECKY who was her chinese rep, and when yee ting asked her about how we can use the presentation to improve on our total scores, she was all, "10 marks wouldnt be able to help you all improve. it wouldnt make much difference at all," or something like that. in CHINESE of course.

that is proof that she is so bitchy. since its like that, we might as well NOT do the presentation at all!! after all, we may still fail the presentation in the end, and it will waste all our effort. but of course she cant let that happen, cause if she did, she would probably get fired or scolded because it will show her incompetence as a teacher as she didnt manage to persuade us to "do the right thing" and it will reflect even worse on her.

we tried to help sharlene say something, but she brushed us off as busybodies and said it was sharlene's business and she had to tell her personally. ARGH.

does she even know what a FRIEND is? we wouldnt even get anything out of it, and she made it sound like it was for our personal interests!! like whatever lah!! we were just trying to help!! she probably never had any friends or something, or as the saying goes, only a man capable of great treachery would suspect others of the same.

she's probably never did anything for somebody else's interest, but instead for her own self-interests. grr.

oh well. shant talk about that evil person anymore. had jap after that. i passed!! whee~~ thankfully i did, seeing as how i didnt exactly study at all, except for a bit on the bus. i got a B3 at least, although the sad thing was that i almost got an A2. by 1%. well whatever. at least i didnt fail!!!

oh deah. i still have to practice my speech thingy for tomorrow, in which i will NOT memorize of course. and science quiz. sigh. i die. i forgot to bring back my science stuff!!! how to study??? tomorrow morning then. gosh. i'm pissed. vodka anyone??

oh wells. gtg.

loves!

CLARA!

stewpeed quiz.

2006-08-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

Sunday, August 27, 2006

i've been saboed by queenie (yeo)!!!to do this awfully long quiz and decide not to sleep XP...
01. Starting Time: 11.11pm
02. Full Name: Lew Yihui Clara
03. Best Friend(s): wong wei ting, wong yali valencia.
04. Sexiest Friend: hmm, there are too many to count from.
05. Funniest Friend(s): zeke? cheryl? dunno. haha.
06. Smartest friends: too many
07. Dumbest Person: me, like duh.
08. Shyest Friend: err, are you sure?
09. Most boring person: no one's boring!! ((:
10. Who Do you get advice from: mostly myself. although also from my close friends.
11. Height: 159 cm
12. DOB: 19021993
13. Righty / Lefty: LEFTY (i'm oh-so-speshul)
15. Shoe Size: 5-7?? usually five or six though.
16.Shoe Brand: Converse, seeing as my only pair of shoes are bought there.
17. Do you Crack any Body parts?: finger joints, toes, thats all i think.
19. Siblings: two OLDer sisters.
20. Email Address: snowgalzz@hotmail.com, clararulestherest@yahoo.com.sg
21. Boy Friend/Girl Friend: as normal friends? duh.
22. Crush: fades with the summer night... just kidding lah. NONE for now.
23. Liked a Teacher: some teachers were nice. like mrs linda tan, and mrs ong, and ms teo. and sometimes ms goh.
25. Hope the person you send this to would reply: nope. its a hopeless case. hahaha.
26. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream: nope. would though, if i was desperate enough. i got sick of ice cream last year.
27. Ran Into a Glass Door: many times, much as i hate to admit.
29. Gone Skinny Dipping: no.
30.Nearly hit by a car: heck yeah!
31. Ran into a parked car: hee hee, yes i have.

******Girls Fill Out About Guys******

35. Boxers or Briefs: Boxers!
36. Tall or Short: Tall
37. Does size matter: of course! hahah.
38. Six-pack or Muscular Arms: Six-pack
39. Body or Personality: personality, but body would be an added plus. hahas.
40. Ears pierced or not: nah.
41. Sporty or Outdoorsy: neutral

******Guys Fill Out on girls******
47. G or hipster undies: -
48. Tall or Short: -
49. Long Hair or Short: -
50.Dark or Light Eyes: -
51. Light/Dark Hair: -
52. Body or Personality: -
53. Ears Pierced or Not: -
55. Good Girl/Bad Girl: -
56.Hair Up or Down: -
57. Sporty or Classy: -
58. Chicken or Not Afraid: -

******Which One is Better******
59. Coke or pepsi: PEPSI!!!
60. K.F.C or Mcdonalds: depends on my mood.
61. Cats or Dogs: CATS!!! although i like dogs too.
62.Coffee of Tea: does bubble tea count? i dont think so...
63. Eastside or westside: neutral.
64. Vanilla or chocolate: chocolate!!!
65. Cake or Cookies: depends on what kinds!
66. Purple striped Lime socks or white socks?: purple striped lime socks of couse!!
67. Sunset or Sunrise: sunset seems to be more alluring.
68. Day or Night: Night.
69. Lights on or off: Off. definitely.
70. Summer or Winter: winter!! hee hee.

*****Your favorite*****
71. Food: japanese cuisine
72. Holiday destination: hmm, thats a good question.
73:Dream destination: paris, milan, london(no idea though), JAPAN!! korea, and some other random places.
74. Radio Station: Perfect 10 98.7 FM, or Red Hot Radio Power 98 FM.
75. Place: shopping malls!! and at home of course.

****** In The Future******
76. Will you believe in God: i already do!! i'm CATHOLIC.
77. Ambition: to be a successful authoress and do well in band!! ((:

******Random Questions******
78. Define Love: an obligation. a thousand pains and something else. only exists in fairytales. dunno. too many definitions to count. some good some bad.
80. Favorite Place: too many to mention.
81. Favourite day(s) of the week: fridays and sundays. sometimes some others though. differs from week to week. and days when i can do whatever i want to do!!
82. Bedtime: weekdays: about 12AM?? and weekends: could be later by a lot or earlier. depends, really.
83. Who Is Least Likely To Send This Back: no one.
84. Satan or God or atheist: God.

******More questions:******
85. Do you love someone rite now: of course! lots and lots of people.
86. Do you care about someone: yeah. my family and friends, like, duh.
87. Do you think of someone everyday: yep.
89. Do you think someone is special in any way: hell yeah!! everyone is unique and special even if they havent discovered their potential to do great things!
90. Finishing time: 11.40 PM (delayed by mom telling me to go to sleep)
91. Date: 27/08/2006

********************People who should do this quiz:

everyone who's so bored that they wouldnt mind doing it!!! ((:, dont wanna sabo others since i got saboed. i'm NICE.

WAHAHAHA!!! SHOPPING!!

2006-08-27T21:54:00.000+08:00

whee. HAPPY HAPPY!!! hahaha. went shopping for "marshmallows" today!!! (which is just a secret code/excuse for us to go out and shop for clothes and the like)

although the bad part was that the marshmallows were actually HEAVY!!! can you believe it?? and it was just three big packets of them. cheryl, wan ting and i were like, taking turns to carry it, though at first cheryl was carrying it in the plastic bag and it looked so "auntie" so we used our bags in rotation.

like once, wan ting was carrying MY bag and i was carrying HERS. and cheryl had to put her little TINY purse-like handbag in our bags when she was to carry the marshmallows. hahaha.

and we also visited kinokuniya!!! i bought a book titled 'UGLIES'. its interesting, in the way that 'The Giver' kind of is, that gives off a mysterious vibe and makes you dont really understand half of whats in the story, yet makes you all the more intrigued. its the main attraction of the book i tell you.

its about this scarily advanced group of people and stuff, and its weird how everything's programmed to be that way. in a way, their system is even weirder than 'The Giver'. however, the stupid book left me HANGING with a CLIFFIE!!!!!

i thought that only happened in CHAPTERS and stuff. gosh. and i was so looking for the next book in the series, which is titled 'Pretties', but i couldnt find it. the third book, 'Specials' is already out though. the cover looks more interesting, and the plot seems more enthralling than the first book. but yeah, appearances may be deceiving, of course.

ooh, then we saw the clique series. wouldve bought it IF, IF i tell you, i had enough money with me, which obviously, is a big FAT NO.

oh and we went to shaw house to eat lunch, and bought like, TWO drinks (since we bought bubble tea first, then we bought the set meals and realized that they came with drinks too and if we didnt want the drinks then they wouldnt be set meals and they would cost EVEN more) then wan ting bought NACHOS WITH CHEESE (love the cheese!!) but we were all too full to consume much of it at all.

the funniest part was that when wan ting put it on a bench cause we were going to a toilet, then after that we came back and were picking up our stuff and cheryl stood up...

and sat right ON the nachos !!! hahaha!! so funny!! the lucky thing for her was that she didnt sit on the cheese cause wan ting put a few nachos on top of it, although she overturned the rest of the stuff and had to pay wan ting the full amount, hee hee.

and i was a GOOD girl today!! i played the piano and printed out A LOT of score sheets that were nice. and i still played with SLITHER for so long OKAY!! trying to master the running notes, which failed miserably of course. i barely managed to play the notes without squeaking. home playing SUCKS.

and i am SO prepared to sleep in a while. it just takes a little while more of course. like, just posting and watching the 20th episode of OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB!!! tee hee hee. i MUST sleep before 11PM today. MUST. cause tomorrow must wake up early for nat anthem and school song.

ciao everyone!!!

you know you love me.

loves

CLARA!

ARGH

2006-08-22T18:26:00.000+08:00

watched america's next top model yesterday. i DO NOT WANT JADE TO WIN!!! she's such an annoying smarmy bitch who thinks she's all that. quote "people think i'm a bitch when they first see me, but really i'm cool." right......

and the korean girl gina or something was so annoying. she kept contradicting herself and using lame excuses to try to pardon her many faux pas(es). what "asian pride", then she turns around and bites the statement in the butt by saying about how she "didnt like asian boys because they were shorter than her".

its a good thing she didnt win in the end anyway. in fact, once i searched for something on youtube (cant remember what though) and something about a tribute to her about how stewpeed she was came out. watched it before this season and was totally disgusted. geez.

oh oh oh!!! the part where the three panel judges went "gay" with a swish of their arms and the click of their fingers was so funny!! hahaha, the few of us who actually watched were like, discussing about ANTM. and ms teo watches okay.

i thought ms goh would be the kind who would watch ANTM, and got the shock of my life when she said it was SLEAZY!!!(or something) is she crazy??

plus, we also found out that she's NEVER failed any exam during her secondary school days. NEVER. gosh. THAT'S CRAZY LAH!!! its practically IMPOSSIBLE!!! and the only time she failed was when she was in uni, and that was only ONCE.

she told us to redo our sci ws AGAIN! die lah, have no idea how to do at all. stupid paul who invented the wheel of reasoning or something like that. dont think i'm going to redo. after all, i dont even understand a single shit about that. argh. i dont give a damn if i fail the ws. after all, its not like i would be able to pass it even if i redid it.

also, the gypsy is soo freaking hypocritical!!!! kept preaching on and on about how we should work hard or else we wouldnt be able to remain in nanyang and stuff like we never listen to her and never respect her, how to learn.

obviously she has never heard that if you want someone to respect you, you have to respect him/her first, or at least earn something worthy of being respected. she's done neither, so why should we? plus, immediately after that, she gave us this paper and told us to do and went off.

WTF??? she was going on and on about how she could even complain someone if she wasnt listening to her or something. gosh. someone should really do that to her sometime. she's such a slacker!!! she went off for quite a while after that okay. after which, she only came back after quite long and only sat there doing NOTHING.

or reading some chinese thingy, probably. either that or she was STILL marking our chinese SIAs which we handed up like, in MARCH. seeing as how there were some on the table, and she never told the people to collect them, that guess is probably accurate. or she was falling asleep again.

grr.

she pisses me off. oh well. geog was interesting. or at least, i drove cheryl insane. heheheh. it was so funny!!! after all, we learn a LOT from geog. like how there are "volcanoes" underneath oceans and how when the oceans separate, they create fireworks!!! whee~~ and they look like this:

~~~~~~~~~~

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hahaha. gtg now. dinner calls.

love me!

CLARA

lalalalala

2006-08-21T19:39:00.000+08:00

see zeke?? i finally updated!!! hahah. and i was planning to change my blogskin to an ouran high school host club blogskin for a while already. just that i've been much too busy. heheheh.

whee, i had lots to say actually, but was too lazy to type it all down. not to mention annoying tests and the like.

i failed math okay, and ALMOST failed science.

gosh. i hate it when that happens to me. i dont WANT a tutor!! however, there is no other likely option where i would even understand a single concept about science and the stewpeed current math subjects. is it my fault that i'm not good at this stuff?

am so going to opt for advanced lit. next time. much more interested. although i cant say that i'm exceptionally good at that either, but whatever, thats NOT the point.

ARGH!!! even band is stressing me out. pirates dream that is. i've only just managed to play the 3rd clarinet piece (omitting the running notes that is) and the 2nd clarinet score? i dont even KNOW some of the notes!!!

sigh sigh sigh. i wish i could still further delude myself with the notion that all i need to do is hang on to the last few threads of my make-believe perfect world. i'm still in DENIAL okay. so do not try to stress me out.

oh well, at least later there's america's next top model!!! yayyes!!! hahah. love watching the auditions and watch the wannabe contestants embarrass themselves and make a spectacle out of themselves. lol, i know that's mean. but still. *i* never told them to join. ((: entertainment purposes.

i've discovered that math lessons are a good time to set alarms. everyone would be too distracted with what they were doing anyway, hahaha. i'm so tired. slept at 3:00AM last night -- MORNING that is, and had to wake up at 5:45AM. and the worst part was that we had to have a jap test afterward quite late in the afternoon (which was unfortunately, one of the best times for a nap).

assembly was boring as usual, even with the special interest talk. althuogh the concept of 3D stuff IS interesting, but i was TIRED!! plus i was not interested in it much at all. the problem though was that i kept dozing off, and once i hit my head against the back of my chair. OUCH.

skipped PE today!! whee~~ hahaha. me and huai min didnt bring our PE attire, and yingsiu (siu siu dahhling, hahha) and wan ting were sick or something. the rest of the people were doing an imitation of the PAT or something, according to that pompous idiot we are forced to refer to as our PE teacher. whatever.

anyway, then, we were assigned to separate stations lah, and the stations were so damn far apart!! not fair. we couldnt talk at all. although it was quite fun watching the people SUFFER at our hands. its not that no one cheated though. many are inclined to do just that. and everyone seemed half dead by the end of the activities. i thank god i forgot my PE attire.

cheryl wore new specs today!! haha. RED specs. and she refused to show anyone how she looked like in her new specs until we made her wear her specs during one of the lessons, i cant remember which, and that was when all those weird comments about how she looked started. hee hee.

but it was funny!!! watching her expression as she heard of the different things everyone taught she looked like. i especially liked the part where janice said something about, "you look like you're about to seduce someone!!" and cheryl was all, "WHAT??"

lol. whee~~ yay there's no homework today. seems like its been a lifetime since that happened. must treasure this reprieve from my usual even more mundane life. argh, i still cant update my fanfics. must wait till sept hols at least to update. cant promise that i'll update much though, since after that still got the stewpeed end-of-year examinations which are like, at the end of sept. but after that WE'RE FREE!!!

provided that we dont fail or get retained or go on probation or something. i think that'll probably happen to me though. seeing as how my grades are becoming more and more atrocious. ah well, must enjoy life as much as i can! ((:

loves loves

CLARA

my bo-oring life

2006-08-01T20:02:00.000+08:00

gah. i HATE tests. its so unfair, how just because we're not a good class (being one of the classes with the highest enrolment of dsa-ers), we get bombed with all the awful stuff.

THREE TESTS TODAY!!!

i practically died and went up to heaven, man. all that memorising took me up to 1++AM in the morning. and i STILL couldnt get it right. but i shant talk about these silly little *cough* not *cough* things that i have been complaining about for about the majority of today.

went to takashimaya s.c on sunday to buy science SIA materials. i was so guilty!! since i arrived so late and by then jeraldine and cheryl had already picked out quite a few items. then we bought all that crap from art friend and since it took SUCH a short time, we went window shopping! YAY!

for cheryl's sister's exercise pants thingy. well not exactly just that, but whatever. unfortunately, jeraldine had to leave early, so only me and cheryl were left to do away with lunch.

i love love long johns silvers!!! grilled cajun chicken, yum yum. hahaha. i think we spent most of our money on food. then we went to this fashion to try on the pretty clothes there, or at least, if they were actually really really complimentary or something, we'd buy, although i didnt really like much stuff there. cheryl bought this top though.

bought peach milk tea and went home!! geez, sweet talk may have been the best-selling dessert shop in sg, but it sure aint got the best peach milk tea.

the peach milk tea was so unstirred and not mixed properly lah! we had to shake it over and over again. and they didnt add enough MILK...):

oh yeah, and recently i've gotten addicted to j-dramas or at least, the "live action" anime or stuff kinda shows. and ouran high school host club!!! so funny!!

hahaha. its not exactly a good thing though, since i've got my tests the whole of this week. sigh.

oh wells, gtg.

love me!

evil person

2006-07-19T21:18:00.000+08:00

i'm going to fail math. i really am. purple octopus is so NOT helping!! i dont understand a word he says. i cant concentrate. why must they be so cruel? even if our class isnt exactly a very good class, they are only making matters worse. how are our grades going to improve with HIM??

its not like it isnt bad enough that our science teacher is a b-i-m-b-o, and totally hates us. FAVOURISM. its always like that. and all the respect she has tried to gain from us has all gone down the drain.

why? because of her friendster page. after all, seeing pictures of your science teacher jumping on her boyfriend isnt exactly respectable. and even her ex-students when she was teaching during uni were bimbotic!! they were even typing in that bimbotic, annoying language.

i hate the fact that they're probably going to be teaching us next year too. oh well. its not like i can change anything.

love me!

stop it. stop making people suffer. stop bullying her. why must you keep doing this? does that make you happy? if you're jealous of her, its because she's better at it than you are. not because of anything else.

at least, unlike you, she likes what she does. stop telling people all those lies. do you think they'd believe those outrageous tales you weave?

not bloody likely.

and if you're not happy with it, go screw yourself.

no one cares what you think. those contradictory statements will NEVER change anything.

it's because of people like you that cause strife and misunderstandings amongst others.

you can never win.

WAHAHAHAHAH!!! PICS!!!

2006-07-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

(written yesterday but never got to post it)

whee!!! took lots and LOTS of pics today, (although most were deleted since they werent satisfactory, hahahaha)

also band actually ended at like, 4pm today, or earlier or something, but the few of us stayed back to "practise". (more like to listen to emily the pro play her self-composed songs which are so niceeee!!!)

so in the end we still went home at 6pm as usual, as if it was as per normal. 马老师 didnt come today and mr lee didnt take us so we were slacking so much.

and i lost my scoresheet. sheesh. i think its with kay yun or yiying though.

oh well, THE PICTURES!! whee.

me and the queen janice!! hahah. janice is photogenic isnt she??

me and wanting with her eyes closed. ahahhaha. but whatever. at least my eyes dont look one bigger than the other like the first one.

my hair was so messy!! hahahahah.

wan ting's pose very "nice" right? hee.

nice li en took the photo for us!!

somehow this pic turned out to be kinda blur. weird...

actually we took another photo, with cee cee. however, due to technical difficulties, there is no way to post the picture. even though i tried like, a dozen times, it just wouldnt work.

damn blogger.

oh well, i'll try to put it up on my next post!! and everyone shall see cee cee's pretty face!!

hahah,

loves!!

ciao.

changed again!!!

2006-07-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

whee!!! i changed my blogskin again.

just because the song suits this better, hahhah.

waiting and stuff.

love!

Nothing much, just yesterday and today's events.

2006-07-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

posting again!! whee.

had soo much fun yesterday and today.

especially since we had a lot of ingenious plans yesterday, not about taking over the world of course.

but i shant mention it, except for the people who already know of it. hint hint, it involves....

*drumroll*

THE HONORABLE ELMO!!! oh and also something about the recording room, hahaha.

and of course we were having so much fun. janice was saying that she was going to die laughing, and i told her that we were going to die laughing AT her.

heh.

went to coronation today with wan ting and cheryl, didnt have money to pay for the bus since i had no coins and had to borrow $0.50 from wan ting...

and we had to run through so many parts of coronation lah, since she had an entire entourage tagging along behind her, which concludes to also indirectly behind us. her gors and stuff.

so annoying. blah. anyway, they were so freaking persistent and followed us all the way up, even when we ran up the escalator.

hahahaha, there was this part that was really funny when wan ting went, "i dont know you. i am DAO-ing you."

and cheryl was all, " technically if you're dao-ing someone, you wouldnt be talking to him/her."

and wan ting replied, "oh ya hor!"

ahahaha. so blur. and immediately after buying the peach milk tea thingy from golden rooster, me n cheryl realized that it was already 10 mins to 1pm and that we had to rush back because of band.

took bus again lah, but then we ran AGAIN, and reached the band room about a minute before 1pm. thankfully they didnt take atttendance.

yay, sabrina is the new SL!! and vera is our ASL!!! congrats to them and the new COM!!!

am feeling rather elated today, and I LOVE GUOYING!!! she read my fanfic and gave me a review which was rather nice!! ((: and i also found out that she goes to potter puppet pals and that ying rui and her both read fanfiction.

although guoying reads hp like draco/hermione, which i WILL NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE support. maybe i might read, but support? nah. and she also reads draco/ginny so its fine, not as bad as yali. blehh. and ying rui reads ANIME fanfics, yay. i'll get her to read my fanfics too!! hahaha.

oh well,

love me!

ciao.

yay!!!

2006-06-23T01:38:00.000+08:00

whee!!!! i finally managed to make the comments thingy work!! finally!! and i thought i'd never be able to do it. =D

boo. appassionata X!!!

2006-06-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

Appassionata X

25th June, Sun

7pm at Victoria Concert Hall

Tickets at only $10!!!

Contact me for tickets!!

right. now that that's all settled, i'll just have to further elaborate don't i?

anyway, me and yunxin are emceeing for the concert and i REALLY REALLY need someone (really, just ONE nice person) to buy a concert ticket from me.

we're supposed to dress in classy black, or even a gown.

bleargh. i really dont wish for things to come to that.

and i just realized. i dont really have any black clothes/pants/skirts.

*sigh*, thats a depressing thought.

so anyway, we were discussing about going to robinsons or something to buy some clothes, and cheryl said that her sis bought a collared shirt from the boys' section once for an occasion.

hmm, the boys' section DO rather have nicer clothes than the girls' clothes sometimes.

well at least, their tees have much better designs.

grr. and if they wore a white collared shirt and a sweater on top, guys that is, they can even pull it off as classy.

however, if we wear that, we'd look more like punks...-_- according to yunxin, that is.

the world is just so freaking unfair.

oh well,

gtg,

love me lots!!!

and wish me luck for the emcee stuff. i REALLY need the extra luck or i'd probably mess up the lines or sound dead.

well whatever.

untitled.

2006-06-21T19:01:00.000+08:00

yay!!! i've changed my blogskin!!

isn't it pretty???

it's this manga called vampire knights, and its really nice.

ahahha. whatever.

2006-06-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

just visited wanting's blog for the first time in so long. and read her posts since i was so bored that i decided to do this.

Name 20 ppl u can think of at the top of your head. Dun read the below questions before you write and tag 5 ppl to do this survey.

1.yali
2.weiting
3.claudia
4.debra
5.sher wei
6.cheryl tong
7.wan ting
8.hwee woon
9.jeraldine
10.joey
11.christopher
12.yan ting
13.ching ying
14.amanda lee
15.sandy
16.tabitha
17.denise
18.ann jie
19.esther
20.robyn

when did you meet 14?`amanda lee. this year!! little miss perfect is a fellow clarinettist! ahaha.

what would you do if you never met 1?`yali. i would have one less friend to gossip with. ahahah. oh yeah, and i would have lost a slytherin bum buddy.

what would you do if 20 n 9 dated?`robyn and jeraldine. it's impossible. i highly doubt either one of them is les. or bi for that matter.

did you ever lyk 19?`she's a nice cousin's cousin. ((: really friendly!!

would 6 n 17 make a gd couple?`denise and cheryl. no way. it wouldn't have worked out even if they were les.

describe 3`claudia. my favourite cousin!! love her to bits!! she's really nice, and another nice gossiper. if thats even a word.

do you think 8 is attractive?`hwee woon. i guess so, hahaha.

tell me sth abt 7`wan ting. she's the one i got this from. and i know she hates being called a b-i-m-b-o. heh.

do you noe any of 12's family?`yan ting? nope, absolutely not.

what's 8's favourite?`hwee woon? i dont like making assumptions, thankyouverymuch. for i dont know what her favouritest thing is.

what would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?`christopher. you are seriously not pulling this on me. he's my freaking cousin!! ahaha.

what language does 15 speaks?`sandy? english, chinese, nothing else that i know of.

who is 9 gg out wif?`jeraldine? she's single. or at least, i THINK she is.

how old is 16 now?`tabitha. i think she's 13 or something. or 12.

when was the last time u talked to 12?`yan ting. i dunno. last year i think. unless you count MSN.

who's 2 favourite band singer?`wei ting? oops, sorry darling, dont know.

would you date 4?`debra. debs. another nice cousin of mine. of course not. i'm not les and neither is she.

would you date 7?`wan ting. same rules apply here.cept' she's not my couz.

is 15 single?`sandy? yeah, if i'm not wrong.

what's 10 last name?`joey. CHAN!! yeah, i know that. ahaha. if i didnt i would be stoned to death. he's ANOTHER cousin. ahahah.

would you ever be in a serious relationship wif 11?`christopher. i repeat what i wrote above that applied to him. of course not.

what sch does 3 go to?`claudia. um, uh, i think i forgot. was it St. Andrews' or something?

where does 6 live?`cheryl. bishan! i think. i only remembered she said she stays near the MOELC.

what's your fav thing abt 5?`the ability to be pissed off easily. NAH!! she's nice. yeah. really nice too.

hv u seen no1 naked?`yali. ARGH!! if i did, my life would be scarred forevermore.

heheh that's all!

whoever gets stuck on this page. do this NOW!!!

love me!

meme from livejournal

2006-06-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

sigh, just couldnt resist this meme from livejournal. heh. got it from the community ginny_and_draco or something, but cant remember the user, unfortunately. Do this if you're bored out of your skull, hahah. This is in the Harry Potter Fandom World, that is.

"One True Pairing" Ship: Draco/Ginny, I think it was rather obvious that I would say that.

"One True Threesome" Ship: I'll have to say Draco/Ginny/Tom. hee hee. I like the combination.

"Canon" Ship: Lucius/Narcissa. I want to find out what actually happened when they got together. heheh.

"Not quite canon but should be" ship: Blaise/Luna, no doubt about it. I think it's cute. Or perhaps Harry/Luna? That's rather interesting.

"If this happens I'll stab my eyes out with a spork" Ship: Draco/Hermione, but jk rowling's already said it won't happen...so I'll say Draco/Myrtle!! hahah.

"You are one sick b******" ship: Anything involving Moaning Myrtle and/or the Giant Squid.

"I'm one sick b******" ship: Hmm, I believe certain slash ships are rather......interesting.

"I dabble a little" Ship: Ron/Pansy

"It's like a car crash" Ship: Does this mean the worst kind of pairing for two people? I guess mine would be ... Neville/Lavender. It'd be hilarious though. Or Harry/Draco.

"Tickles my fancy but not sold quite yet" Ship: Ron/Luna

"Makes no canon sense but why the hell not" Ship: Draco/Ginny of course! =D

"Everyone else loves it but I just don't feel it" Ship: Draco/Hermione, Draco/Harry, Harry/Hermione, Snape/Lily, Snape/Narcissa (I just DONT like it), Snape/Draco, Harry/Ginny, Ron/Hermione, etc. (Some others i cant remember at the current moment.)

"When all is said and done" 'Ship: I think it means who definitely would end up together whether we like it or not so it would be Ron/Hermione.

"Guilty Pleasure" ship: Tom/Ginny (Second choice to Draco/Ginny as to who Ginny would end up with, haha)

"I can't believe I read it and liked it" ship: Harry/Pansy. Now, I really do like that pairing. Quite a lot in fact.

"Favorite "Older/Younger" ship: Um...Snape/Hermione? lol. maybe that would be more of the guilty pleasures ship. Not that i read fanfics about them. It just seems, weird but passable. =)

"My first I could never abandon you" ship: Draco/Ginny!!!

Favorite Devotionship: Most devoted to each other? Besides D/G? Blaise/Luna!

Favorite Nevermetship: Blaise/Luna, hahah.

Favorite Pervyship: Draco/Ginny of course :P If it even counts.

Favorite DominanceBattleShip?: Draco/Ginny!! Or Harry/Pansy would be fine.

heheh. thats the end of it.

love me!

reference only.

2006-06-12T20:13:00.000+08:00

just for reference. not to say that they arent true though.

Your Birthdate: February 19

You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested.You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them.Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others.You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself.
Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence
Your weakness: Suspicion of others
Your power color: Eggplant
Your power symbol: Spade
Your power month: October

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Hidden Talent

You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system.And while this may not seem big, it can be.It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes.You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices.

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

Your Rising Sign is Taurus

You are the ultimate rock - stable and centered.
People turn to you in crisis and count on you for calm.

Stubborn and strong minded, you can't be pushed around.
You are also tenacious, and you always will stick with something difficult.

A bit fan of nature, you're attracted to the beauty of the outdoors.
And sometimes, you find it easier to relate to animals than people.

What is Your Rising Sign?

heh. ya hear people? i'm da rock!

You Are A Cedar Tree

You are elegant yet unpretentious, modest yet vivacious.
Attractive and friendly, you are full of imagination but might lack passion.
You abhor vulgar people, and you don't like anything in excess.
You have little more ambition than to live a calm life and enjoy nature.
You create a content, peaceful atmosphere for others.

What is Your Celtic Horoscope?

i've got a calming effect! XD i dont abhor vulgar people though, seeing as how i'm one myself, ahahah.

Chain Letter - bah.

2006-06-12T20:02:00.000+08:00

True Story.

A religion teacher assigned her class an essay on what makes a good Christian. One student wrote about praying nightly, say no to abortion, banning gay marriage, and donating money. The other student wrote about talking to God and allowing people to enjoy their lives, and supporting gay marriage. The day the teacher was to hand the papers back, she called up the second student and told him she wouldpray for him when he went to hell. The student asked why would he be going to hell, and why he got an F on his paper. The teacher told him that Catholisim is against gay marriage. The student looked at her for a minute, then said aloud, "I'm gay." The teacher kicked him out of class as if he had said 'fuck' or worshiped Satan. A girl in the back of class who had a boyfriend and was obviously straight got up and left too.

If you would leave the classroom, repost this. It doesn't matter if you're straight, bi, or gay. It doesn't matter if you're catholic or not. Everyone is a human being and deserves happiness.

i need the sugarrr!!

2006-06-04T22:59:00.000+08:00

omg. so i havent posted or actually gone to blogger for such a long time that even *I* cant believe it!!

not the posting part as much as the latter.

been working on my fanfic Threadbare , and a new fanfic involving vampires (yes, hw. i'm still stuck on ff.net. and i actually still love writing, or in this case, typing.) .

i bought two books last week, you see. which served as my muses, although music also helped, in a way.

ahh, i loved the two books. i think they're my favourites from now on... *sigh* cough*edward cullen*cough cough. right. and now i simply crave more.

unfortunately for me though, the sequel to one of the books i so deeply love is only out in october. OCTOBER!!! i have to wait for...4-5 more months!!!

GAH. i'm almost tempted to order the original version of the book (which is much prettier than the version that they sent over to sg i tell you) once it is out.

even though it probably costs much more and i probably cant afford it.

hmm, i have compiled a list of must-reads in *my* opinion. (not including manga)

here goes!

Top Ten Must Reads By Clara Lew:

1. Twilight - Stephenie Meyer (yes, this is what i just bought and am waiting for the rest of the series to be out. it might even become a movie!!! the directors have up till 2008 to consider that. such a long wait...but all worth it. vampires!! *swoons* ahahah)

2. Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden (nuff said)

3. The Borgia Bride - Jeanne Kalogridis (i just bought this too. there are lots of scandals and there is even an anti-christ pope in this, which is Alexander the VI. and its true. most of it are facts. and its not like the da vinci code, whose basis isnt exactly as firm as this. no offense.)

4. Can you keep a Secret? - Sophie Kinsella (I simply love this book!! although i've read it about a gazillion times)

5. The Shopaholic Series - Sophie Kinsella (Gah. cant decide on which book in the series is the nicest.)

6. Every Boy's Got One - Meg Cabot (must there be a reason to love this?)

7. Royally Crushed - Niki Burnham (you've just GOT to read this.)

8. The Undomestic Goddess - Sophie Kinsella (borrowed this from my cousin and simply fell in love with it. now the problem is that i dont wanna return it XP. ahh well, at least she hasnt asked for it yet.)

9. The Guy Next Door - Meg Cabot (weird. but whatever.)

10. a fanfic by ME!!! and review!!! ahahahah, =P!! well i never said that fanfics weren't included. this is also on the same rank as reading the fanfics in my faves and Pride and Prejudice. Dont ask why. Pride and Prejudice is just...interesting.

so there! i'm done. and i still havent read the two books wt gave me for my b'day. which are Perfect Strangers and Weekend in Paris respectively.

gtg sleep,

love me!!!!!!

night everyone!!

gah. life sucks.

2006-05-27T16:08:00.000+08:00

the meet the parent session was horrible. thats all i have to say.

oh and that you should buy the the NYCB concert tickets from ME!!!

LALALALA LALALALA ELMO'S WORLD!!! ((:

2006-05-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

Whee. Haven't posted in a long long time. Life sucks as usual, although now there's a spark of hope in mine.

IT'S THE FREAKING HOLIDAYS!!! YES!! PRAISE THE LORD FOR SALVATION HATH COME!!! REJOICE FOR THE LONG-SUFFERING DAYS ARE OVER!!!

well, at least for now.

Anyway, sabbatical week is over!!! Was doing food chemistry and personal effectiveness for this week. food chem was kinda fun most of the time, except when we had to smell like eggs when we did that egg smashing experiment.

yuck.

but it was interesting!! we made jam today!! (: it was so fun going around tasting the jam which wasn't jam. watery jam, as queen² calls it. and it was all SHO SHWEET!!! i think my tongue went numb from all the tasting i couldnt even tell which was which. -_- and then we voted for the top 5 jams and somehow a 6 appeared on the board. ahahaha.

oh yeah, and personal effectiveness is so bimbotic!!! first day was doing our nails and stuff, NAIL ART. and the teacher in charge was so bad at doing it and she was supposed to TEACH us!! what kind of twisted logic is that? and we couldnt do THAT on our own. sheesh.

then second day was basic first aid, now THAT was fun. they showed us lots of gruesome pictures of wounds and taught us how to differenciate between which was which. cheryl was wincing so obviously during the picture showing, hahaha.

and we bandaged our wrists!!! and had 'cuts' that the teacher in charge gave us drawn by red marker. and she pressed the marker down so hard it actually HURT. and we had to put the alchohol and stuff on our wounds and clean it.

li en was suffering due to the fact that i was sploshing the alchohol thingy about and the cotton wool containing it kept dropping to her lap and dropping to the floor and she had to pick it up over and over again. and she had to clean up after herself.

i think our table was the messiest and noisiest, ahahha. cheryl kept telling ying siu that she was going to die and the teach came by twice to tell us not to say negative stuff, blah blah blah.

and we did parchment craft on wed, that was so fun and the room was so quiet. me n wanting stayed back later to do up our finishing touches to it and it was decorated quite dramatically. in the end we were kinda late for jap class, although it wasnt THAT much later.

and i wasnt the last one to arrive in my class.

i shall not talk about what happened in P. E. on thurs coz it totally sucked and the stewpeed teacher kept picking on us juz coz we talked a bit or something. what, she just cant accept the fact that she is boring.

today was relaxation strategies, and we went to the judo room in the boarding sch. it stank of baygone (sp?) which had been left in a cupboard for quite a long time and you smell it again (quoted from cheryl (:)

almost fell asleep during the lying down and close eyes part, then the teach came over and pressed down our shoulders and it hurt like hell and my eyes shot open.

And yeah, thats it. about the sabbatical part i mean. coz i'm not going to elaborate on food chem. except that its much more creative and enjoyable from our normal lab sessions.

This post, as I have told yali dahhling, will be dedicated to ELMO!!! well, at least, this part will be.

Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
we, the elmo lovers,pledge to be loyal to him n to get his autograph when the time comes. we will deprive those pathetic fools from contaminating great elmo's view. this we pledge solemnly and to the committee of elmo lovers.

ahahaha, she created that. we elmo lovers should stay by the pledge. that applies to all of you who indulge in singing elmo's world too, you know.

even if you dont really like elmo, which is impossible since elmo is so CUTE and funny!!! look at this picture of elmo for example.

AWW!!! you know you wanna say it. zeke taught me how to make emoticons!! and i made one that says: thou shalt honor elmo (insert pic) the great!

and honor is spelt the american way only because the other way couldnt fit into the frame.

whee!!!

below is something out of me and yali's super long conversation on MSN. ahahaha. i've gotten consent from her okay, its with permission that i publish it. and this is also to promote elmo's coming to Singapore!! YAY!!! and i didnt use screenshots coz somehow it wasnt working, unfortunately.

Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:hi!
aminci ed amanti says:hey
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
r u goin 2 watch elmo then
aminci ed amanti says:hhhahaha
aminci ed amanti says:i dunno
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:can help me get his auto
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:haha
aminci ed amanti says:
AHAHAHAH
aminci ed amanti says:
you should come with me to visit elmo mah
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
cannot
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
ill b so honoured tat i wldnt b able 2 talk
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:haha
aminci ed amanti says:
AHAHAH
aminci ed amanti says:
i think i would too
aminci ed amanti says:
so how?
aminci ed amanti says:
must get someone to get autographs
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
we must overcome this "fear" n meet honorable elmo
aminci ed amanti says:
YES
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:we must be brave
aminci ed amanti says:
we shalt not stuttereth in front of the great elmo!!
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
strong is we
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
with the strength of awesomo elmo
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
we will succeed
aminci ed amanti says:
YES
aminci ed amanti says:
we MUST succeed
aminci ed amanti says:
for the sake of the wonderful elmo
aminci ed amanti says:
maybe my niece will help us get his autograph
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
gather our courage
aminci ed amanti says:
yeah
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
wit ur niece we will b unstoppable
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
no one will overpower us
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
we WILL get fabulous elmo's auto
aminci ed amanti says:
YES!!!
aminci ed amanti says:
we MUST get elmo the powderful's auto!!
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
no one will be able 2 smother the great flame of seein elmo in us
aminci ed amanti says:
yeah!!
aminci ed amanti says:
we will be successful in our endeavor!!
aminci ed amanti says:
we will get His auto!!
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
only WE r determined enough the rest will wither beside us
aminci ed amanti says:
WE are the Chosen ones to get his auto
aminci ed amanti says:
no one can stop us
aminci ed amanti says:
from our destinies
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
YAY for us
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
pathetic fools hu r dumb enough 2 try n stop us
aminci ed amanti says:
will never be able to
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:NEVER
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
not even in their dreams
aminci ed amanti says:
yes!!!
aminci ed amanti says:
ELMO wont even deign to visit them in their dreams!!
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
NO
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
only US
aminci ed amanti says:
YES!!
aminci ed amanti says:
he will only grant us the special opportunity!!
aminci ed amanti says:
US!!!
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
YES
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
lets sing "elmo's world"
aminci ed amanti says:
lalalala
aminci ed amanti says:
lalalala
aminci ed amanti says:
elmo's world
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
elmo's world
aminci ed amanti says:
x2
aminci ed amanti says:
elmo loves his goldfish
aminci ed amanti says:
his crayons too
Para ser su vivo una gran cosa, ser muerto su mejor uniforme says:
tats elmo's world

and so i end this extra long excerpt which no one will read anyway but its important that i put it in because it is very essential. and its the only way to showcase how much we love elmo!!!

heh.

crap i gotta go. tomorrow's the parent-teacher meeting. so sian.

love me!!

AHAHAHHA!!!

2006-05-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

Whee!! I realize that i havent posted for quite a while, and its kinda sad really. I really hate my stupid results for my tests, especially science. (I cant seem to ever be able to score for that)

I've watched the news on channel 8 just now, since mom n dad were watching. well okay, so i wasnt actually watching at all, but i did watch at a point of time. HAAHAHA!!

the only time when i was actually watching was when the news reporter person was talking about this 30 ++ year OLD guy who was seen stealing nurse uniforms from this lady. 6 times in fact. well, i dont read newspapers n stuff, since all i have are the ones which are in CHINESE and it would kill me to ever even ATTEMPT to read an article.

thats not the point. anyways, i was thinking along the lines of "WTF? This guy must be hormonally challenged or something. I bet he's a bloody wanker who was rejected by the majority of the population because of his excessive disgusting-ness and i just KNOW that he's using the nurse uniforms to fulfill his sexual fantasies seeing as how he's so deprived or he wouldnt resort to this.

or maybe he has certain tendencies and gets a kick out of watching nurse uniforms or perhaps *GASP* he's a crossdresser himself and he's dressing up for his LOVER!!!

nah. i think the most logical explanation would be that he's a STALKER of that certain lady and he was ever before a patient in the hospital that she worked in and he proposed or something and she rejected him; leading to his obsession over her and her NURSE UNIFORMS.

or maybe he just wants revenge. i think its all of the above.

heh.

well...nothing much happened today, except that i got so damn upset when we were supposed to sign our stuff for the report cards. i absolutely do NOT like seeing my awful results stare back at me oh-so-mockingly.

then i was mooning about the class and queen was writing an SEE thingy according to what i said or something. i think hazel was grading her "work", hahahah. well, that DID make me feel better.

oh yeah, n before that during class contact time we were discussing about the class tee. me n cheryl were grumbling about how at this rate we would only get our class tee NEXT year. then there were suggestions for the front of the tee, yeah i said powerpuff girls!!

hahhaaha, well, you just gotta love the PPG. although in the end it wasnt used. although something fr PPG was used. hahah.

there was band today! i love love LOVE band!!! heh. although i was really tired throughout almost the whole thing. and the band room was freezing cold. tabby n sandy kept insisting that i spoke in an american accent or something.

I ABSO-FREAKING-LUTELY DO NOT!!! besides, everyone has their own unique accent. or generally, most people do, they just wont admit it. and i HATE american accents. hey if you want to say i have an accent, might as well say british accent right? its so much nicer than the awful american accents.

and yes i will sock the next person who tells me i have an american accent. just you wait.

love me!!

tis another one of my stupid results

2006-05-16T21:54:00.000+08:00

You scored as English. You should be an English major! Your passion lies in writing and expressing yourself creatively, and you hate it when you are inhibited from doing so. Pursue that interest of yours!

English

100%

Mathematics

92%

Linguistics

92%

Theater

92%

Philosophy

83%

Journalism

75%

Psychology

75%

Dance

50%

Art

50%

Sociology

42%

Engineering

42%

Biology

25%

Chemistry

17%

Anthropology

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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hah. i knew this would be my ultimate results.

You scored as Draco Malfoy. Spoilt and proud, you place high value on the purity of wizard blood and look set to follow in your father's somewhat shady footsteps.

Draco Malfoy

90%

Severus Snape

85%

Hermione Granger

80%

Albus Dumbledore

75%

Ginny Weasley

70%

Remus Lupin

65%

Sirius Black

60%

Harry Potter

60%

Lord Voldemort

40%

Ron Weasley

40%

Your Harry Potter Alter Ego Is...?
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i wouldnt have it any other way.

hahaha.

blah.

2006-05-05T20:24:00.000+08:00

hey!!!! take this quiz to find out if you actually know me. well, sort of. heh. thats not the point. the point is,

JUST DO THE DAMN THING!http://www.quizyourfriends.com/linkquiz03.php?quizname=060505081702-193832&

love you all,

the one who so rocks

clara

posting just so i would know in future

2006-04-30T22:41:00.000+08:00

What Does Your Heart Desire? {Amazing Anime Pictures}

Friendship
You want friendship; someone to stand by your side and comfort you when you're sad. Open yourself up, smile andkeep your chin high. Dont be afraid to say "Hi" to someone you don't know. You don't have to be alone anymore...
Color:: Green
Quote:: "Without friends no one would choose to live,though he had all other goods..."
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post dedicated to weiting

2006-04-30T19:05:00.000+08:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about WeiTing!

The first domain name ever registered was WeiTing.com.
If your ear itches, this means that someone is talking about WeiTing!
Some birds use WeiTing to orientate themselves during migration.
By tradition, a girl standing under WeiTing cannot refuse to be kissed by anyone who claims the privilege.
WeiTing can be found on a Cluedo board between the Library and the Conservatory!
WeiTinology is the study of WeiTing.
Influenza got its name because people believed the disease was caused by the evil "influence" of WeiTing.
Americans discard enough WeiTing to rebuild their entire commercial air fleet every 3 months!
WeiTing can drink over 25 gallons of water at a time!
Only twelve people have ever set foot on WeiTing.

a tribute to dahhling weiting!!! love ya lots!!! =D especially for agreeing to go for a language course with me if i find more info on it.

and i'm trying to figure out how to delete the post before this but even though i deleted it its still there. GAH. it ruins the beauty of my blogskin!!! hahahahah. oh well...i DETEST blogger.

i still totally rock.

love me!

whee!!

2006-04-30T14:44:00.000+08:00

whee!!! i'm so bored that i decided to put this up...even though i've watched it so many times......heheheh

you still love me.

i love me.

i totally rock.

lalalalallaaaaaaa.

stupid update for nothing

2006-04-29T19:40:00.000+08:00

just updated my links. i'm bored.

was doing RAFT with cheryl on the phone, then on MSN. i feel so bad, since i had a really bad stomachache and kept running to the toilet so we didnt really have much time to do the RAFT. although we did finish, that is. the bad thing is that its too long. GAH. somehow there's always something wrong. -_-

god, i hate having stomachaches. even though i get stomachaches every morning. its just that today it was so much worse than usual. i practically had no strength to move lah. had to lie on the bed and daydream. DAMN IT. it ruined my BLOODY SCHEDULE!!!

i was supposed to finish my homework. not lie in bed due to the fact that it hurts so freaking much. now the only thing i've done is my RAFT. GAH.

yeah, so basically thats it. my boring day. just updating for no reason except that i'm bored and my mom turned the lights off for a while so i cant do my homework anyway.

and you still love me of course.

just as i love myself.

i totally rock.

hee.

;lhjvk

2006-04-28T21:21:00.001+08:00

oh boy. this is going to be a super long post. or well, it seems long to me in this view. not that it really matters.

thursdayyyy

i had so much fun despite the fact that i was still sulking over the fact that i knew i was going to fail chinese since i left the 20 mark question practically blank due to lack of time.

gym rolls and balances was permanently cancelled or something, and ms nicole ong actually cried, probably coz she was feeling so emotional or something. i felt so sad for her )): that the happiness of the r/b being cancelled was only for a fleeting moment, and which had dissipated within a few moments. poor ms ong....

anyway, shall not talk about sad things anymore!!

heheheh.

afterwards not sure when, but anyway, me n cheryl went to the toilet (which is FILTHY) and jia wen was there and she started saying this

"i like vampires."

to which i replied,

"vampires are cool." and cheryl went,

"yeah, vampires are nice. they can eat, drink, sleep, and even have sex!!"

"can vampires even have SEX?" someone said which i cant remember who.

"of course they can! i mean, no one ever said they couldnt. and vampires are so cool they definitely can have sex one lah!" i said that. hahahah, me blabbering as usual. and cheryl went,

"angel from buffy had sex with some other vampire and had a son so its TRUE!!! They CAN."

then amanda C. came out of the cubicle and was like,

"WHY ARE YOU ALL TALKING ABOUT SEX?"

and huai min (or well i think it was huai min) who chose that moment to step out was all, "huh? who's talking about sex?"

AHAHAHAHAH!!!!! was so freaking funny that i couldnt answer her immediately (the expression on her and amanda C's face was CLASSIC, CLASSIC i tell you) and we were like trying to explain that we were talking about vamps in between fits of laughter, lol.

then somehow the topic switched to buffy or something, coz i remember talking about it on the way back to class.

there was band after that. I LOVE BAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! chingying's name has been changed to ching n now, its..............................CHEWING!!!!! ahahahah.

mr lee took us this time. he is kinda funny ,sort of.

in the sense that even though he's really old he behaves like a little kid sometimes and cracks us up. we stopped practising early, but sand, tab n i didnt go back into the band room but instead we were prancing about the level trying to play bolero or something n me n sand were trying out some stupid move where we tried to play and hop and skip about (think skip, hop, bounce) along the corridor w/o our shoes on.

only tab was wearing shoes coz she said it was uncomfortable.

and then we saw that some of the classrooms were still occupied so we skipped back so as not to disturb them. and also to avoid bumping into anyone. then we actually played the da chang jin song thingy and somehow sand started walking down the stairs and we all started doing the same.

until we saw the trumpeteers practising downstairs, that is.

brought my darling slither home to practise, although i havent started practising yet.

friday

didnt really do much today. just that in class i kept saying "that's sick", somehow. saw the tree containing all of our b'days. then i realized that most of the birthdays fell on february and i told cheryl that last time in my pri sch very few people were born in that month.

she replied that maybe the parents were all trying for january and instead got february even though they worked so hard, or something like that. then she realized what she said and was like, "oh my gosh! i dont wanna go there." which caused me to go "EWW CHERYL!!! thats sick."

lol, the monkey-headed freak. ahahahha, (she said something about multi-headed freak a few days ago but i heard it as monkey instead)

gah, got bitten by stupid mosquitoes again. my left leg is like totally filled with mosquito bites. so irritating. i keep scratching coz its so bloody itchy.

i went to print i dunno how many pieces of piano sheets from the internet and actually learnt how to play one by myself! i'm so proud of myself, lol, since i usually take a while before i can actually play it sounding properly like the song and not too slowly or too fast. although i didnt really take note of whether at certain parts it was too fast or slow. i was concentrating on finding out how to play the part for the left hand.

gah, lost the form for the edusave thingy that we were supposed to hand up by today. couldnt find it anywhere. going to go search for it tomorrow again.

so many freaking projects nowadays, so sian. i cant wait for the june hols. i hope i can pass my NAPFA test... although i dont really have much hope....think i'll fail...but what i dont want is the practises that i'll be forced to attend...hope i'll pass 2.4 km at least, even though we havent exactly practised for that at all. i'll go get someone to jog with me during the weekend i think, so at least i'll prepare something...

before i end my rantings, i just had to put these eriolxtomoyo colourbars up, not that i made them of course, just that it looked soo damn nice....

you know you love me.

and i still totally rock.

i love me too.

Ciao.

GAH, i'm bored........

2006-04-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

I must be out of my head, posting twice a day. just got back my math test results today. it's below average AGAIN. And as if that isnt bad enough, it's worse than my last test. Not that i did well for my jap test, that is. I ALSO deproved. Geez, whats wrong with me??? I hate my results. I bet my parents will get me a tutor without my consent if i continue deproving and not improving a single bit.

went for a backbone check-up today, it was so irritating. made me miss band. GAH. And the stewpeed nurse printed the wrong day on my excuse slip. and i hate doing x-rays. i absolutely despise those gowns we are made to wear. the whole process was made even more irritable by the fact that my hair, which i cut short the sides (what cheryl calls my fringe) kept dropping down to my face due to the fact that it couldnt be tied up. (the darn guy cut it too damn short. it was supposed to be around chin length or something)

was so unhappy after seeing the doctor that when i came home i just sat at the dining table sulking. well, sort of. though it was more of me cursing the darn appointment in my head as my parents were taking their blood pressure and heartbeat on this device of some sorts (they have high blood pressure, you see) and i was just so bored n not in the mood to do my homework that i decided to pester my dad to let me try it out to see if i had high/low/normal blood pressure. turns out my heartbeat rate is really slow, that of which i already know, and i have the probability of having low blood pressure. well, whatever.

and i've been excessively tired the whole of this week, due to unknown reasons. it contributed to my already very short attention time span (something like that) and i just couldnt pay attention in class much. especially since i'm attuned to turning my head whenever somebody walks past the classroom, seeing as how i've trained myself since last year when i would use the comp at the far end of the living room, and my parents' room are right at the other end, which is quite a long distance actually. and whenever someone opened the door (or came close to opening) i would turn back and change whatever i was doing that wasnt homework into what i was SUPPOSED to be doing, hehehehhehheee.

and cheryl is in love with ann jie's name, ahahahhahhaa. a few days ago she was going on and on about how "ann jie is such a cute name! the spelling is so cute! and the pronunciation is so cute!!" yada yada. (DONT ask me how we got to that topic. she just started brambling on and on about it.) and i asked her if she was in love with her name, and apparently she heard me asking whether she was in love with her instead, hahhahaha. which led to her saying "ann jie's name is cute, but she's absolutely frightful! she stole my famous amos cookies from right under my nose!" (i know deah cheryl will so murder me for this, heehee) it was terribly hilarious. i think i started laughing really loudly to that and she just stared at me and went "WHAT?"

ahahahahha!!!

not going to do a tribute to wanting anymore, seeing as how she might gang up with cheryl and strangle me to my death, hahahaha.

going to macritchie on sat for 3.2 km walkathon organized by some hospital for band CIP. choir's coming along too!!! (well that's what i heard)

i am desperate to go out. there are so many things that i need to buy, and also stuff that i REALLY want to buy. especially since i havent gone out for so long, and claudia, my aussie cousin, just has to make me jealous by saying that she went to watch scary movie 4. NOT FAIR!!! And to add on to that, she has just watched ice age 2.

there is seriously no justice in the world.

oh and it seems that every saturday i have some kind of programme. last sat i went to VCH for cat. high band concert. was SO FREAKING FUN!! the cat. high band was really good though. they played so well, and didnt squeak at all (except after the break, a clarinetist squeaked. oh and the cat. primary band's clarinetists squeaked too. a few times) me and sandy spent huge amounts of time mussing up tabby's hair and generally just irritating her. which made us burse into hysterical laughter repeatedly. in fact, once we kept tickling her that she refused to look up n had her face in her palms for quite a while. and the guy playing the triangle thingy looked so professional with the way he was waving his arms about that we started laughing whenever it was his turn to play. (sandy said he was cute, hahahaha)

oh well, i guess i'll end here since i bet whoever's reading this must be bored to death by now. and i'm still feeling weirded out after that dream of mine.

Ciao.

you know you love me.

and i totally rock.

hee hee.

An extremely weird dream

2006-04-20T21:47:00.000+08:00

I had a dream last night. Which i hardly ever do dream, so its quite a nice feeling to dream whenever i do get to dream. however, this time it was totally not fun. nor did it in any way make me feel any better. and the dream doesnt even make sense! except for the fact that it was so surreal that i just lay on bed thinking about it for quite a while until i realized what the heck i was doing and stopped. shall describe the dream now.

i cant remember when it started or how it started but i do remember some bits and pieces.

"sandy? tabby? arent you going for band?" i said as i looked puzzledly at them.

they shook their heads and said they were going for AV instead as michelle joined AV and they wanted to join her. -_-

i couldnt believe sandy because in the first place when she joined band michelle didnt join but she still did and tabby didnt even KNOW who michelle was.

then chun hui (a new clarinetist) said she was also going to join them and quit band too. and somehow a few other sec 1s in band also said that they were going to join AV. i mean, what the hell was up with this?

then i was caught between joining the majority of them and going to AV or stay in band where i truly belonged. and somehow, it turned out that wanting knew sandy, tabby and a whole bunch of people and that was when i got EXTREMELY confused.

i knew cheryl was still staying in band n not quitting so i decided to stay in band instead of parting with my deahh clarinet, slither, (which is pronounced as sli-tha and not sli-th-er) and that was when i woke up.

in the middle of the night. (well, more like morning)

n i couldnt sleep till quite a while, and i dreamed no more. i wonder what the dream was trying to tell me. maybe thats going to happen in the near future???? (i sure hope not) or maybe it was meant to be as a test for me to see if i was persistent and determined enough to do what i wanted to do.

well whatever. i'm not going to think so much about it anymore.

This might make you cry ((:

2006-04-15T13:52:00.000+08:00

This will make you cry.

Or not.

But it's sad nevertheless.....GO WATCH IT!!!

the song's nice too ((:

now for an attempt to imitate wanting's bimbotic writing (even though she still denies it's bimbotic) ALERT! MAY BE A SLIGHTLY EXAGGERATED VERSION.

~~**_i rElli lUrvE euUUu alL vERie muChiExX!!!XD_**~~

random video

2006-04-14T21:40:00.000+08:00

cheryl dahhling, this is one of the songs by BoA which i constantly sing in class just to annoy you. heheheh. go check it out.

ASDFJKL

2006-04-14T19:00:00.000+08:00

Whee.

huai min is insane. chee yang's hair is NOT nice. (to fangirls of him, you can skip this entire part here) however, of course, she agrees that he's fugly and that he sucks. (with a BIT of persuasion on my part of course) heh. becky was writing stuff on the board about how he rocks, and i was cancelling all of it to show that he sucks instead. then i ran out of the class just in time to escape from becky's incessant rants about how he does not suck, blah blah blah, lol. in the end mine was the last statement on the board when i went back in, hahahaha.

went to the crescent funfair last week and sprayed my hair like, 3 different colours (green (twice), red and glitter). it was really fun, except that it made my hair really stiff and tangled up. i wanted to take pics of my spiffendous n totally smashing hair (hah!) n post it on my blog, but dad refused to hand me the digital cam, so i didnt have a chance to. n i washed my hair vigorously TWICE and the hair spray STILL didnt come off. GAH.

oh and I also went on the viking ride twice, it was so fun!!! we were like, screaming our lungs out, competing with the other side (and i KNOW we were so much louder even though there were 2 less people on our side. we screamed until we lost our voice lah, and i kept choking on my spit, hahahaha. was damn fun though.

i failed my math quiz, haiz......mom seems not to be able to believe it. I HATE STATISTICS!!! Usually when i do statistics, i have to take a long time to think before i can get the answer, and when its a quiz, only got 10 mins, want to die ah?!! and i took too long for the first question n only had time to do 1 and a half qns. its quite apparent that i would fail.

on a happier note, yesterday gypsy was not feeling very well during the last period yesterday, which was the dreaded lesson which taught the art of deceit A.K.A CME. kelly was going around telling us to clean up the classroom and me jeraldine were telling wanting that she was a bimbo. YES, wanting IS a bimbo. somehow no matter how much i try to tell her, she just refuses to believe the fact that she writes in bimbotic language on her blog (and i even asked a few people, and they agreed with me!!!!). she's hopeless. and wanting is so le le lah, n as jeraldine says, "wanting is soo tehh!" hahaha. and she says that saying a lot of "so"'s is proof that i am a bimbo (and i only said it once in our conv lah. her theory doesnt even work on me, hahaha). and how would she know that?

simple. it takes one to know one. and this famous quote was said by her anyway. see? she contradicts herself. she is a bimbo.

okay, enough of the next bimbo. (wanting if you ever do read this, do not kill me as it is a fact, hee hee.) whoever agrees with me, TAG!!!! lol, i think no one even reads this. whatever.

anyway, there was band yesterday. tabby has now been christened as "ah toot", hahaha. and she now speaks in third person POV when called "AH TOOT!!!" lol. they were ordering the band tees yesterday too, they said it was according to the PE shirt size, but it should be according to the older ver. of it. meaning those we had to choose one size smaller lah. but the people who had XS couldnt choose one size smaller, since the smallest size for the band tee was S. hahahaha.

actually i prefer the older ver. of the PE tee, i think its nicer than the current one lah. but they dont sell it....

anyway, cant wait for the cat. high concert tomorrow!!! meeting with the rest at the entrance i think.

shall quit my musing and go do my homework. but before i end this absolutely boring entry of my boring life, i will note this last thing down.

huai min said that this pic here looks like a bird stick. (and she totally means it in a perverted way, ) which it does not! it is a winged stick. (i was also trying to convince her of the fact that i'm not sick in the mind. really. heh.)

okay fine, maybe it DOES look a wee bit like a birdstick. hahaha, whatever.

you know you still love me.

and i still rock. (and i'm NOT asking you hw)

Yep, LOTS of quizzes

2006-04-07T16:39:00.000+08:00

I'm bored. And i love quizzes. Sort of.

Most of them.

Whatever.

Oh well, at least i got good results!! ((:

Your Luck Quotient: 66%

You have a high luck quotient.More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life.You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that.Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way.

How Lucky Are You?

You Are Mint Green

Balanced and calm, you have mastered the philosophy of living well.Your friends seek you out for support, and you are able to bring stability to chaotic situations.You're very open and cheerful - and you feel like you have a lot of freedom in life.Your future may hold any number of exciting things, and you're ready for all of them!

What Color Green Are You?

You Are Scary

You even scare scary people sometimes!

How Scary Are You?

You Are Likely a Third Born

At your darkest moments, you feel vulnerable.At work and school, you do best when you're comparing things.When you love someone, you tend to like to please them.
In friendship, you are loyal to one person.Your ideal careers are: sales, police officer, newspaper reporter, inventor, poet, and animal trainer.You will leave your mark on the world with inventions, poetry, and inspiration.

The Birth Order Predictor

cool, maybe i should be a poet, hahahahah.

Your Quirk Factor: 72%

You're so quirky, it's hard for you to tell the difference between quirky and normal.No doubt about it, there's little about you that's "normal" or "average."

How Quirky Are You?

You Should Be a Film Writer

You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind.You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life.Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling.And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

Your Power Color Is Indigo

At Your Highest:
You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you.
At Your Lowest:
You require a lot of attention and praise.
In Love:
You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are.
How You're Attractive:
You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic.
Your Eternal Question:
"Does This Work Into My Future Plans?"

What's" Your Power Color?

this. is. accurate!!! except for the eternal question thingy. i'm not so sure about that.

Your Inner Blood Type is Type A

You seem cool and collected, though a bit shy.You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself.Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in.People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal.
You are most compatible with: A and AB
Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hilter

What's" Your Inner Blood Type?

geez, this is even freakier. so bloody accurate!!! n i really AM an A+.

You Are 80% Weird

You're more than quirky, you're downright strange.But you're also strangely compelling, like a cult leader.

How Weird Are You?

ahahahahah, this is funny.

Your Eyes Should Be Green

Your eyes reflect: Striking attractiveness and danger
What's hidden behind your eyes: A vivid inner world

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

i like green!!

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

lalallalalalalalalala, this is nice too...........

Your 2005 Song Is

Hollaback'>http://click.linksynergy.com/fs-bin/click?id=CkIfgYlVpZA&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;offerid=99176.467947983&type=10&subid=">Hollaback Girl by Gwen Stefani
"This shit is bananas B-A-N-A-N-A-S)"
For you, 2005 was the Best Year Ever.

What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

Your Life Path Number is 7

Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning
You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life.You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights.A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way.
In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit.
While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme.You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends.Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you!

What Is Your Life Path Number?

Your Values Profile

Loyalty:
You don't really value loyalty.In your opinion, friendship should be earned.If you don't agree with someone, it doesn't matter how close you are.You'll let them (and everyone else know) exactly what you think.
Honesty:
You don't really value honesty.You do value getting your way, no matter what.And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem.A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!)
Generosity:
You value generosity a fair amount.You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need.But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"!
Humility:
You value humility a fair amount.You tend to be an easy going, humble person.But occasionally your ego takes over.You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best.
Tolerance:
You value tolerance a fair amount.You are open to new cultures, beliefs, and ideas.You have very few prejudices that you're aware of.And while you are tolerant, you do stand true to what you believe.

The Five Factor Values Test

Your Inner Child Is Sad

You're a very sensitive soul.You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have.Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone.You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time.

How Is Your Inner Child?

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.
Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.
At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Your Personality Is

Rational (NT)
You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!
Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.
You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.
In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.
At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.
With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well.
As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.
On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

The Three Question Personality Test

crap, gtg now. have to practise my piano.

maybe i'll update tonight again or tomorrow.

toodles!!!

and you know you still love me.

and i still rock.

Ciao.

Some stupid, lame stuff.

2006-04-06T21:52:00.000+08:00

Hahahah, found this on the web, i think its funny.

I'M GLAD I'M A WOMAN

I'm glad I'm a woman, yes I am, yes I am; I don't live off of Budweiser, beer nuts and Spam. I don't brag to my buddies about my erections; I won't drive to Hell before I ask for directions. I don't get wasted at parties and act like a clown; and I know how to put that damned toilet seat down! I won't grab your hooters, I won't pinch your butt; my belt buckle's not hidden beneath my beer gut. And I don't go around “re-adjusting” my crotch; or yell like Tarzan when my headboard gets a notch. I don't belch in public, I don't scratch my behind. I'm a woman you see -- I'm just not that kind! I'm glad I'm a woman, I'm so glad I could sing; I don't have body hair like shag carpeting. It doesn't grow from my ears or cover my back; when I lean over you can't see three inches of crack. And what's on my head doesn't leave with my comb; I'll never buy a toupee to cover my dome. Or have a few hairs pulled from over the side; I'm a woman, you know - I've got far too much pride! And I honestly think its a privilege for me; to have these two boobs and squat when I pee. I don't live to play golf and shoot basketball; I don't swagger and spit like a Neanderthal. I won't tell you my wife just does not understand; or stick my hand in my pocket to hide that gold band. Or tell you a story to make you sigh and weep; then screw you, roll over and fall sound asleep! Yes, I'm so very glad I'm a woman, you see; forget all about that old penis envy. I don't long for male bonding, I don't cruise for chicks; join the Hair Club For Men, or think with my dick. I'm a woman by chance and I'm thankful, it's true; I'm so glad I'm a woman and not a man like you!

there was the male ver. i think, although i didnt bother to put it up. dont remember where i found it, though.

today was awful at the start.

first i had a headache for the whole of the morning (continued from the day before which caused me to fall asleep in jap class), then just when i thought it was going to get better, i get frikking gastric.

GASTRIC. which i havent gotten in like......months? gah, cant remember. anyway, thats not the point. the point was that it hurt like hell n i was supposed to do my IT assignment thingy. (n i remember telling people that i was going to die) n it lasted for the whole of lunch lah! wah lao, so damn irritating. didnt want to stay back for band at first.

in the end it was okay i guess, coz i went for band anyway. though i thought today was supposed to be sectionals, but they were practising the songs or something. n i was just sitting there, staring into space coz i had nothing to do, n i could do nothing at that moment anw. mr lim's actions were so funny lah! was trying to hide my laughter.

i was successful for the whole first part, that is, until tabby looked at me with that evil smile of hers (which wasnt a smirk but made her look like a crazed criminal, ahahahhaah).

crap. someone put my handphone next to the fan of the computer or something, the part where it gives out the hot air.

WAH LAO. GAH!!!!!!!! IF MY HANDPHONE DIES I WILL SO KILL HIM/HER!!!!!!! IDIOT LAH. NOW ITS FREAKING HOT. N I DIDNT REALIZE IT JUZ NOW COZ I WAS DOING MY MATH AND UPDATING MY BlOG AT THE SAME TIME. OBVIOUSLY I WOULDNT NOTICE RIGHT. (AND DONT SAY THAT I WOULD, COZ I WOULDNT HAVE. I'D BE TOO CAUGHT UP IN WHATEVER I WAS DOING TO REALIZE IT WAS THERE.) I AM SO BLOODY ANGRY LAH.

Okay, i will calm down now. Oh ya, been going to the swings for the past 2-3 days i think, hahahahah. havent went to an actual playground in so long!! like............months? i guess. oh n is anyone going to read out that stupid gypsy story (class stupid story 3)? cheryl was going to read it out today or something (okay, i was trying to get her to read it out) but no one was listening to her announcement so she decided not to ):

n its weird how gypsy n toad never find out that we are passing notes in class when its soo obvious, n they juz go on n on n delude themselves that we are actually listening to whatever it is that they r saying. or we might be listening, but not understanding it. well, its this way for me (in toad's class i mean) n gypsy is really so desperate to promote china. i mean, seriously, WHAT IS WRONG WITH HER???

n i think we should all change seats at least once in gypsy's class. she never notices!! even when its the front row.

dad's scolding me now coz i'm still on the comp n its "so late" already, blah blah. so irritating lah. keep saying about how they're going to confiscate my laptop coz i havent packed my bag.

.................................

yay, seems like i'm going to get my band tee soon!!! i'll put pics of it up once i get hold of it! (:

i'll update more tomorrow!!!

i rock.

and you know you love me lots.

tee hee hee.

The Lord's prayer

2006-03-29T19:57:00.000+08:00

I found this interesting, just thought those of you who dont know abt it might like it.

The Lord's Prayer

are not allowed in most public schools anymore

Because the word "God" is mentioned...

A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School Prayer.
I liked it...

Now I sit me down in school

Where praying is against the rule

For this great nation under God

Finds mention of Him very odd.

If Scripture now the class recites,

It violates the Bill of Rights.

And anytime my head I bow

Becomes a Federal matter now.

Our hair can be purple, orange or green,

That's no offense; it's a freedom scene.

The law is specific, the law is precise.

Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice.

For praying in a public hall

Might offend someone with no faith at all.

In silence alone we must meditate,

God's name is prohibited by the state.

We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks,

And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks.

They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible.

To quote the Good Book makes me liable.

We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen,

And the 'unwed daddy,' our Senior King.

It's "inappropriate" to teach right from wrong,

We're taught that such "judgments" do not belong.

We can get our condoms and birth controls,

Study witchcraft, vampires and totem poles.

But the Ten Commandments are not allowed,

No word of God must reach this crowd.

It's scary here I must confess,

When chaos reigns the school's a mess.

So, Lord, this silent plea I make:

Should I be shot; My soul please take!

Amen

I hate my stupid 靴 (shoes)

2006-03-29T18:11:00.000+08:00

I hate my stupid shoes.

Fell down at the MOELC today, coz the ground was fucking slippery n my stupid converse shoes became so damn slippery. This nice st nicks girl asked me if i was okay, n i think i said "ya, i'm fine," although she may not have heard my incoherent mumbling. Wasnt actually hurt lah, but my palms were like numb coz i put all the pressure on them. I HATE MY SHOES LAH!!!

anyway, i'm so happy today for no reason. Besides the fact that i FELL DOWN, that is. For the first time in weeks there's no jap homework. sad thing is that i havent done my math journal coz i'm afraid that when i actually read through it i'll get thoroughly confused since i'm awful at statistics.

toad told us about our Chem SIA today, n my group consists of me, cheryl, sarah n zeke. While she was going thru the marking rubric, the stupid thing showed us

0-1 marks : ............(i forgot wad it said) n skimpy work.

SKIMPY WORK??!! I thought skimpy could only be used in clothes!!! AHAHAHAHA, some of us started laughing n Toad was all "skimpy not as in clothes ah, but in homework" as if we couldnt read the stupid thing right.

n today she kept trying to use these cheem(sp?) words, although the sentences that she formed n stuff sounded so weird lah! some didnt even make sense n sounded so funny anyway. guess she was trying to sound knowledgable or something.

too bad for her, but it does not make her sound the least bit knowlegable at ALL. in fact, it just sounds plain idiotic to me. hahahahahah, wadeva.

Gypsy was trying to hypnotise us with the chinese newspaper today (some article about how chinese is so great n i didnt understand a single thing at all), n crapping the whole lesson as usual. she was saying about how we shldnt ask to play games in chinese coz the other lessons didnt play games either, did they?

FREAK LAH. We didnt even ask to play games in chinese lor. Juz coz some other people said it doesnt mean that she must come n reprimand us for something we didnt do right? i think she's trying to bore us to death n hopes that we die. n i bet she hates us too!! i mean, i handed up my paper on the article with cheryl's n she smirked. She bloody SMIRKED.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WTH??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And i suspect she's trying to brainwash us with all that "china is so great" crap. cheryl agrees with me. i mean, she keeps making us read that evil section in the newspaper n talks about china for the whole lesson that everyone else can juz talk amongst themselves. geez, its not that i'm racist or anything, but its just damn irritating.

we watched westside story today. enjoyed criticizing the plot n the blonde guys in gangs who look so gay n act gay. n the puerto rico pple have some damn wicked accents!! too bad we couldnt finish the movie, n we wont be able to watch it again. ( i was saying it was lame throughout the whole time we watched, hahahahah, n the songs were rhyming in a stupid way. they kinda sucked in that way.)

mr lim was going "awww" during what he called the romeo-juliet balcony scene, n also went "romeo, romeo, where art thou romeo?" (jeraldine got it stuck in my head coz she was saying that in the bus to MOELC) anyway, when he was going aww, me and cheryl went "ewwww". ahahahahah, lol.

n he said it was for advertisement coz he wanted us to go watch the musical, n said it was only $38. ONLY??!! As if we are so rich lah. Since he says its cheap, he should sponsor us all to watch the musical lor.

n i just realized that teachers have this habit of making us watch a movie halfway through n refuse to continue with it. ARGH I HATE THAT!! I'll have to go rent Frankenstein n Westside story coz i wanna know the ending.....though they ARE, in a way, kinda stupid. hahahahahah.

oh god, tomorrow there's band n i didnt really practise my clarinet coz of homework. dammit lah! n cheryl said that this teach in band wants the sec 1s to stay back on tues to learn the songs too. CRAP. I DONT WANNA!!!!

oh darn, i gtg do my homework. mom's nagging at me again. saying stuff about how i'm wasting my time to play the comp (this is not called playing!!) n that i should be doing my homework instead, or i wont be able to finish.

So ciao for now!!!

P.S : Cheryl dahhling, this was what huai min was calling you a few days ago. this evil picture of the stupid toad/imp thing.
oh n it says ugly annoying gay toad with stupid beak, just in case its not clear enough.

I just LOVE to crap, dont you?

2006-03-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

I just LOVE to crap, don't you?

During recess i was sitting in class on my seat, happily munching on my chicken floss sandwich (i hope no counsellors will come across this webbie) when junying, who hadnt left the class either, chased me out of the class to eat T.T... she was all, "cannot eat inside the classroom, eh you dont eat here leh," n i was so annoyed at being disturbed just after my first-second bite that i went "fine" n stomped out of the classroom.

even if i ate in the corridor the counsellors would still go "you cant eat here, this is still part of your classroom" or something like that.

does that mean that whoever walks past that part of the corridor which is outside our class they would be TRESPASSING as the corridor is part of our class n they should not be in our class??

since it makes NO difference whether i eat in the corridor or in the classroom ( i would be penalized either way), then WHY do i have to go to the fuss of eating in the corridor may i ask?? ITS COMPLETELY ILLOGICAL!!! (And the people on the 4th floor r not restricted from eating in the corridor!! not fair!! justice should be done!!

and today i seem to be so accident-prone, after gym class (even though i didnt take part coz i was and still AM sick with a hacking cough, and i'm coughing non-stop,) i was like sorta daydreaming so much that i didnt see where i was walking and knocked into this bloody pole in the gym n it hurt like hell though it was okay after a while.

then after that during lunch i was sitting on the edge of someone's table with my feet stretched and placed on someone else's table (hey, at least i had consent from her) and eating my sandwich (now i really really hope there are no counsellors who come upon this webbie) n talking to li en, when my feet like sorta fell from the table and causing ME almost to fall.

geez, i sure hope this accident-prone thingy is only temporary.

today in band i was so squeaky while playing the clarinet, and the worst part was that it was so freaking shrill! the notes that squeaked i mean. n after that the conductor mr lee took the sec 1s to practice, though not all the sec 1s were present. i thot they were all supposed to be there?

wadeva, anyway, after that we went back to our sections (and only after so long did i actually realize we were in 2/11, god i'm dense) and i was like, pissing sandy off coz i was spoiling her fun, heheheheh, n we werent actually doing much of practice at all, which was good coz my bloody arms were soo tired!!

then we had to bring our instruments home to practise coz we only went for band prac once a week, which is apparently not enough for us to familiarize ourselves with the clarinet, ahahahahahah...

checked parents' email for progress report today during IT (i didnt realize it was out already until cheryl told me) n practically everything was ME, except for chinese where i got 3As, which is the only time i got anything with sort of EE, i had no actual EEs!!

N stupid Mrs Croak gave me 3 AEs out of the 4 AEs i got!!!! EVIL!!!!And she wrote for my comments that i was quiet and well-mannered!!

the only reason why i'm quiet is that i'm usually falling asleep and for goodness' sake, she doesnt even KNOW who i am and she's like, making up comments or something...

oh ya, is anyone willing to go watch cry_wolf with me???

gotta get back to my homework now, my parents are nagging at me and i'm afraid i wont be able to finish...

gonna visit the library one of these days if i'm free, or could some nicey nice person lend me some books to read??

love ya'll!! muackxx...

signing off...